𝑴𝒚 𝒃𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒚 | Billie eilish

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒚 𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒆

TW sh mentions. Suicide mentions homophobic mentions

Melanie's pov

"What's been going on billie" I whispered

She didn't speak. Her eyes Jolted around her room avoiding eye contact with me.

"I'm fine" she whispered

"Look at me Billie" her eyes finally stared into mine

"what's been happening baby" my voice went quite again but loud enough for her to hear

"I'm so fucking lost" her voice broke "everything from the age of 16 hasn't got better. Mels I thought I was getting better?" Her eyes were full with tears most of them escaping her eyes and falling down her soft cheeks

I was confused.

What happened when she was 16?

Billie looked at me and knowing that I was confused

"I was with Que. I was fucking 16. He knew my age. he used me. He hit me. I felt so fucking lost. and you want to know the worst thing. I went on holiday with my family for a week to Berlin. To get away from him" I saw her stop talking and she took a breath "the second day in Berlin I was in a hotel. I was on one of  the highest floors. a-and I-I. Omg this is so stupid" Billie spoke to herself

I just listened

"I was going to jump Mels" she looked at me and I was sure that I could see something no one has ever seen before in those eyes.

I brung her in a hug and held her. Her sobs could be heard from miles away.

I was still confused why was she telling me this.

"Billie what's going on?" I asked

"he wouldn't stop texting me. He was sending me death threats and homophobic comments. He said he would come to my house and hurt me. The reason I wasn't in school is because I was in court" billies eyes locked with mine "he's going to jail" her eyes swelled with tears once again. "I don't even know why I'm crying. I feel so bad"

"It's okay. You should be glad that he's going to jail." I gave her a small smile while she kept sobbing

You could see how tired she was.

I took her out the hug but Billie wouldn't stop crying.

"I fucking hate everything" she screamed into my shirt and getting gripped my shirt

I took her hand in mine and my hands started going under sleeves. I could feel the cuts hitting the tips of my fingers. Billies breath hitched.

"It's okay. Everything going to be okay baby" her breathing went back to normal and my hands were now back holding her hands.

"Please look after yourself" she said

"What?" My brows furrowed confused what's happening

"Whatever happens. I do love you" she forced a smile

"Billie what are you on about" I was confused

She sighed and laid back on her pillow. I did the same next to her

She faced me as I faced her.

"You are the prettiest girl I've ever dated" she smiled

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A/n I was going to make a sad ending but that would of been to mean :( anyways next chapter will be a bit more happier