In came morning, despicable as it was. Mornings wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't for one thing. The fact that your room faced towards the rising sun, and your parents refused to get light blocking curtains. So every morning, without fail, light casted down upon you like lava. Setting your eyes aflame the moment they opened.
You groaned and rolled away from your window, reaching blindly for your phone. Eventually it was within your grasp and soon within your gaze.
There sat some new notifications from your friends and... From someone else, too.
2:34 AM - Besties GC
[ ✨Ari✨ : OMG!!! DID EVERYBODY JUST SEE THAT??? ]
2:35 AM - Besties GC
[ 🔥Kai🔥 : I did! I must admit I'm confused though? :0 ]
2:35 AM - Besties GC
[ ❌GG❌ : HEARTRA GOT RAIDED BY CLARISTO????!!! 🤯🤯 ]
2:36 AM - Besties GC
[ ✨Ari✨ : Lmfaooo why did you phrase that like a clickbait thumbnail?! 💀💀 ]
7:38 AM - Twitch
[ Claristo : hi :) ]
The latest notification made your heart stop. "No way." You breathed out. "No way!" You repeated in a louder voice. Quickly inserting your password, you opened up Twitch.
1:02 PM
[ Heartra : Hi! ]
The reply had sent before you'd even thought about it. You stared wide eyed and grinning. Watching as he viewed your message and began typing. As the notification came in, you rolled over on your back.
1:02 PM
[ Claristo : I thought you were going to ghost me for a second lol ]
You laughed. Like you could ever ghost Claristo.
1:03 PM
[ Heartra : Me? What? You do realize who I am, right? 😌 ]
1:04 PM
[ Claristo : didn't you kind of ghost me already? 🤣 ]
1:05 PM
[ Heartra : What!!! When? ]
1:07 PM
[ Claristo : You weren't in chat for a month! I thought you died! 💀 ]
1:07 PM
[ Claristo : I checked your page and realized you've just been married to the grind :) ]
1:08 PM
[ Heartra : Ugh!! Yeah! I've been wanting to tune in but we've been streaming at the same time!! ]
1:09 PM
[ Claristo : lmaoo, should I acquiesce and let you take my time slot? My viewers took a liking to you yesterday ]
1:10 PM
[ Heartra : Nonono you keep it, I'll change my schedule ]
1:11 PM
[ Claristo : I have a better idea :) ]
You faltered, staring.
1:20 PM
[ Heartra : 👀 ]
1:20 PM
[ Claristo : Join me for my next stream? ]
Fuck. He'd said exactly what you'd hoped he would. You dropped the phone flat on your face. Causing you to help in pain and cover your nose.
"Holy hell- shit-..."
You pulled the phone away. Rereading those words as they repeated in your head like a broken record.
The anxiety was too much. You were shaking like a chihuahua, in absolutely no condition to reply without a thousand typos. So you left your phone for a minute. Paced the room and put your hands on your head. Breathing in and out, grinning ear to ear.
To anybody else, you must've looked like a psycho. In reality, you were just some girl talking to her hero. And it was going well. Amazing.
You returned to your phone, and clutched it tightly.
1:34 PM
[ Heartra : fuck yeah ]
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