Mafia's Mistress

Chapter 46

Zina's POV

"Ayman!" I shouted as I jerked up from my sleep, so it's true, it's not a nightmare.Ayman is dead and gone, I will never get to see his face ever again

I burst into tears,Ya Allah forgive his sins

"Baby" Ayman spoke into the phone

"Argh I told you to stop calling me that" I pouted even though I know he can't see me

"I know you are probably pouting right" ayman predicted exactly what I was doing

"How do you know" I asked raising a brow but quickly refrained from doing so before he predicts that I did it

"Because we are two souls bounded together" he replied making me grin like fool

"Uhmm" I hummed to flush to reply, the butterflies that were in my stomach has already reached my throat making it hard for me to talk

More tears kept streaming down my cheeks as remembered those memories that we had together. You left me all alone,you took your soul and left me all on my own

"Zina come and eat" Ammi said placing a plate of pancakes on my laps and a mug of coco and a bit of marshmallows in it, just the sight of food makes me wanna puke

"I will eat later ammi" I declined keeping the food on the center table, Ammi just sighed and shook her head pitifully

"Mama I want to go to Italy" I said turning my attention to mama who froze at the mention of me going to Italy

"No! You are not going anywhere" mama immediately rejected and that made me angry, they expect me to just sit here and not visit aira and zahra?

"I'm going and that's it" I shot back angrily.I'm already married to the man of her choice the least she could do is to let me grief the death of my beloved with his family, just then I saw Mahmoud, my husband enter the living room

"Ayman take me to Italy" I commanded looking directly into his eyes, I don't how or when I stopped being afraid of this man right here

"Okay" was his simply reply but that made my day, I gave him a small smile to show my gratitude but he didn't even acknowledge it

"Mahmoud you are not taking her to Italy" Mama said making my smile turn up side down, I turned to Mahmoud and gave him puppy dog eyes, I know he won't have a problem saying no to my mama because they don't really get along and he is and can be blunt and brutally honest

"Last time I checked, she is my wife and I get to decide where she can go and what she can do" Mahmoud said staring at mama with his icy orbs daring her to say otherwise but she just turned her face around and huffed in annoyance making me smirk, finally I have someone to stand up for me against my mom

I quickly mouthed a 'thank you' to him and he just looked at me with an expressionless face and turned to ammi

As long as he minds his business and I mind mine I don't have a problem with him being my husband, and like he said we will be living like strangers

"Get ready we are living tomorrow" Mahmoud said making mama to glare at him but I just smiled, with that he left the house and ammi escorted him out, what? You expect me to escort him out? LOL

"Wato kinyi miji kohh, sannu mai miji (so you now have a husband right,well done wife)" Mama taunted, I don't get what her problem is, she forced me to get married and now I'm married what does she want again?

I just ignored her comment and focused on my nails

"Barin jai na tatara kaya na, ya ce gobe zamu tafi In shaa Allah (let me go and pack my things,he said we are leaving tomorrow if Allah wills)" I said  breaking the silence and ignoring mama's ferocious glare