FOREVER. Do You Remember? [Book 1]

chapter 44 : I love you once, love you still, always have & always will

dwayne

"dwayne ~ dwayne ~ wake up"

I can hear sai voice "babe" someone touches my cheeks & wipes my eyes. it's so warm & comforting.

I slowly open my eyes. I thought I'm just dreaming "dwayne why are you crying?"

sai looked at me. I stare at her face. fuck don't make that face babe I'm the one who's in pain.

I'm the one who should cry. "how did you enter my room" I asked & look away

"your door is open. I've been calling you for hours & you're not answering my calls. I'm so worried so I checked if you're already sleeping. I heard you calling my name while crying. did you have a nightmare?" sai asked

fuck I wish it really is a dream. I didn't answer her question

"dwayne I saw this ice cream near in my villa. I went to the store to check if you're still there & they told me the king of SU the one who bought this" sai said

"did something happen?" I didn't look at her

"just go home for now, I'm tired & I need to rest. I'm physically & mentally exhausted" dwayne said

"babe. look at me when you're talking" she said & she's serious. I never heard her use a tone like that she's always been sweet & gentle

"dwayne I hate keeping secrets, so please. if you're not gonna tell me now it will only make the problem get bigger. if we had an misunderstanding I want to fix the problem the same day too. I don't want to wait another day to fix it. we will talk. right. now."

"babe" she said. fuck what am I gonna do to you sai. I can't, when it comes to you I always lose

I sit down & face her, but still not looking at her in her eyes. I can hear her sigh.

she grabs my cheeks making a pak sounds "awts that's hurt" dwayne said

she's annoyed & I can tell.

"I said look at me. I will not leave until you tell me what happened. why did you ignore my calls, leave my favorite ice cream outside, crying & calling my name. you're also ignoring me & it's killing me" she said

crap she's angry

"dwayne vincent castro" sai said

"okay. I'll speak" I sigh still not looking at her

as I was about to speak my tears fall. I plan not to cry but..

"when I was on my way to your villa I saw you with a guy. you've been kissing & hugging. you're also blushing. you keep showing him lots of your expression that you only showed to me." sai is quiet & listening to what I'm saying

"I'm not accusing you of cheating, but damn it babe when I was watching it's killing me. it's so freaking hurt in my chest & tummy.

I felt a knot & a stabbing sensation all over my body. I want to scream but no words would come out in my mouth."

"I hate the idea or just thinking someone can make you happy like that besides me, it's too painful. I feel like you're killing me.

please stop smiling, laughing & blushing like that in front of other guys. please just show that side to me, I've never been jealous.

I've never cried like this. & I've never fall inlove so deeply for someone, I feel drowning inlove with you. it's too deep sai..."

sai flick my forehead & I look at her.

fuck she's crying! it happened so fast. her face is infront of me, her lips on my lips.

she's kissing me. we kiss each other so long she gasp for an air & say something

"stupid dwayne. that was my oldest brother. he just returned in Paris, he said before he visit our parents he wanted to see her baby sister,

he gave me a present cause she knows I love that chocolate brand & give me my favorite flower. the thing that's on the box is a personalized dress, my sister is a famous fashion designer.

he said he visit my ate in Paris & when ate heard that kuya will be in the Philippines ate gave our personalized dress & bag.

I blush because he said he heard that I already gotten myself a boyfriend & that I'm already grown up & he wants you to come this Saturday in our family dinner.

remember the family dinner mom mentioned when we were still in the hospital?" dwayne nodded

"that's the dinner that we're going to attend, ate Elaine also gave you her newest collection, you have the same body type of kenji that's why she already have an idea & I gave her your picture" sai blush

"kuya is waiting downstairs. we've been waiting for you for dinner" sai said

"your oldest brother is downstair?" dwayne asked

"he already went to our family house, just kuya brian & the others are downstairs waiting for us"

I felt so light like something just been pulled in my chest. I hug sai so tightly

"thank you, I thought you like him. he's so damn handsome, he looks so gentle, kind, well mannered & educated. you could feel his aura is powerful like an aura of a king"

"you know you're the only guy I love. always remember that I love you." I kiss her lips

"I love you so much sai" dwayne said

"if there's something bothering you again don't hesitate to say it & tell me right away. it's killing me knowing you're in pain. crying alone & locking yourself in your room."

"dwayne I love you once, love you still, always have & always will" sai whisper in my ears while we're hugging each other

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