My Rogue Mate

Chapter 31 Forgiveness

I looked at the pills in my hands.

A few days ago,

I nearly fainted.

The argument caused quite a toll on my heart.

The pain was almost strong enough to kill me.

But thankfully, Amelia came just in time.

Now, I'm back on medication.

I stay in my room most of the time to avoid further damage.

Amelia and Isla would take turns looking after me.

Jax, well...

Stills ignores me.

Jax's POV

Am I really mad at her?

I keep on asking myself.

Am I really angry?

Or am I just finding an excuse to avoid her.

I've been moody around her, which I can tell, she's not happy.

Something is off with her.

I can tell.

Diego can tell.

I tend to look out of my window and stare into deep space.

Thinking about Scarlett.

I always ask myself what am I feeling right now?

Upset? Hurt? Angry? Relieved? Sad?

All emotions unknown to me.

I sighed.

Mate... mate...

Are we actually angry at her right now?

I want mate...

Me too.

We have been cruel to her Jax. Yes we were angry with her for lying to us, but, how long can we stay mad at mate?

That's true.

That's very true.

How long can I stay mad at Scarlett?

Then, shall we go apologize?

Mate!

I chuckled and stood up.

I knocked on Scarlett's door softly but no reply.

I sighed and opened the door.

"Scarlett I-"

*Light snores *

Oh, She's sleeping!

I shook my head with a smile and walked towards her.

She laid on the bed with two hands underneath her ear.

Legs almost curled up to her chest.

Eyes closed as she slept peacefully.

I sat down and just looked at her beautiful self.

She was mine.

And I took it for granted.

But anyhow, I'm always hers.

I gently stroke her face, and brushed her hair aside from her face.