Outer Banks Imagines

Goodbye (John B. Routledge)

A/N: I am sorry for any mistakes. Also, English is not my first language. Feel free to point out any mistakes... but just don't be mean about it lol! Hope you enjoy it!

You laid down on your bed, waiting for John B to call you or come over. He barely hangs out with you anymore, and when you are out with the Pogues, he ignores you. You walked into the Chateau without knocking, knowing John B won't mind. You were getting tired of John Bs' behavior. It was time you guys talked. "John, we need to talk." You said, walking over to the couch. "About?" He questioned, without even looking in your direction. Usually, when you came over, he used to get so excited, and now he didn't even look at you. You tried really hard not to cry about it. "Us." You replied. John B just answered with an 'mhm.' You sat down next to him, staring at the ceiling. "So, you have been pretty busy, yeah?" You said, trying to do what you came over for. "Yea and I will be for the next few days." He gave another dry response. It felt like you have been punched in the guts. You knew it deep down this was going to be the last time you came over to John B's house. You will probably hang out with the Pogues but not at the Chateau."I miss you," you said, scared of what John's reply was going to be. Silence! He didn't say anything. He wasn't going to say it back. The truth hit you in the chest. You began to cry softly."We are fine, right?" You asked John. "We are fine." You repeated, trying to convince yourself. "No, we are not.""Why... what happened? What did I do?" You asked softly."A lot happened." Another short reply. After sitting in silence for a few more minutes, John decided to speak. "Haven't you noticed it?" John said, looking at you for the first time since you have been there, "I know you have.""I'd hoped I was wrong," you admitted."I'm sorry," he whispered."Yeah...me too.""I still care a lot about you."You rolled your eyes at his reply. If he cared about you, he would have told you. He would have not made you feel like you did something wrong. Silence surrounded you guys again. "I guess this is it," you said getting up."Goodbye, Y/N.""Yeah."