5 years without you//J.JK

Chapter 22

Jimin's POV
" Hyung I can't do this...."

" do it or I'll kill the son"

" no I can't, I'm not my father. I won't make the same mistake"

" that fucker deserves it. She rejected me and chose him? Jeon fucking Jungkook, and they had a son. You liked her too and why won't you do this"

" I don't want to kill anyone, she's happy with her son. And I can't ruin that for Jungkook....."

" you are so stupid, if you don't do it I'll do it. Mark my words"

" I won't let that happen. Watch me"

I'll protect you Y/N......

Taehyung's POV
I've been in my apartment for so long, I didn't want to live anymore.... the only person I wanted was Hana.....

I decide to call her

Hana's POV
*ring* I saw that it was Tae.... I don't want to answer but I haven't heard from him in a while so I answered

"Hello?"

" Hana.... I can't do this anymore. You are the only one I want...."

" what are you saying Tae?"

" goodbye Hana, don't forget that I love you and I'm sorry"

He then hangs up, my heart starts beating fast. He's going to kill himself... I can't let that happen

" Y/N! I'm sorry but I have to go. I'll call you later, it's important" i say while Y/N barely woke up

" what happened?" She asks

" there's not enough time to explain" I say and leave the room. I start running out of the hospital but I don't have a clue where he lives. Ohhh Jungkook he should know. I start calling Jungkook

" yah what do you want?"

" yah fucker, where does Tae live?"

" why do you want to know?"

" fucking answer the question dipshit"

" fine he lives at xxxxxxx apartment 407"

" finally you are useful thanks dipshit"

" yah don't call me dip-" I hang up the call

I start running to the apartments, they weren't that far from the hospital.

I get to the apartments and run inside and go inside the elevator. God why did it have to be floor 4, I waited till the elevator finally reached floor 4. I started running in the hall

403,404,405,406,407!

I banged on the door" OPEN TAE PLEASE" I shout and no response. No I can't be late, I kept banging on the door. Please don't die please

I tried everything but nothing, no response again. I had mr head down till I saw one of my bobby-pins fall to the ground. I quickly pick it up and try to open the door. I didn't think it would work yet it did.

I opened the door and ran inside. He's apartment was a mess, he wasn't in the living room or kitchen. I ran inside his room and I saw him on the ground...... covered in blood. I immediately go over to him and lift him up

" Tae please don't die.... please stay with us please" I hug him tighter not caring about being covered in blood. " I'm sorry Hana.... please you'll be better off without me" he weakly says

" no Tae all I want is you" I say

I then take my phone out and call the ambulance, before they got to the apartment I just kept crying.

This was all my fault... I was just too scared to love him again. I was suffering yet I didn't see he was too.... we were both suffering....

Tae then started to close his eyes " NO PLEASE TAE DONT CLOSE YOUR EYES" I hold his face

" PLEASE REMEMBER OF ALL THE MEMORIES WE' VE HAD TOGETHER" I said

" REMEMBER THAT ONE TIME WE WENT TO THE BEACH TOGETHER BUT YOU KEPT PRONOUNCING IT BITCH. REMEMBER?!? REMEMBER WHEN WE WOULD CUDDLE TOGETHER AND LAUGH" I say smiling remembering it all myself

" don't leave me Tae.... please don't"

" I love you Hana..." his eyes then closed

" NOOO TAE" I shout and hug his lifeless body. I kept crying and crying... I lost him. The only one I truest loved, my first love...

Taehyung's POV before dying

" goodbye" I hang up the call. I'm really doing this.....

I go to the kitchen and get a knife.... goodbye world. It's been fun.... now it's time to leave....

I hold the knife to my wrists and slit them.... I saw all the blood... I had to do the other arm... I slit it too.

Blood was everywhere and I fell, the only thing that was in my head was Hana and our memories.

I heard banging on the door.... I didn't want to open it. All I wanted was to die so I could be at peace.

After a few minutes of laying on the ground I saw Hana come inside the room and lift me up into her arms. I stared at her face because it was the last time I was going to see it.

" Tae please don't die... please stay with us" she says

" I'm sorry Hana.... please you are better off without me" I say, I could feel my heart start beating slower

" no Tae all I want is you" she says

I wasn't there when you needed me.... you deserve better. You'll find happiness Hana....

My eyes started to feel heavy, I knew I was finally going to be at peace

" NO PLEASE TAE DONT CLOSE YOUR EYES" she tells me while holding my face. Her warm hands that I'll miss

" PLEASE REMEMBER OF ALL THE MEMORIES WE' VE HAD TOGETHER" she said

" REMEMBER THAT ONE TIME WE WENT TO THE BEACH TOGETHER BUT YOU KEPT PRONOUNCING IT BITCH. REMEMBER?!? REMEMBER WHEN WE WOULD CUDDLE TOGETHER AND LAUGH" she then had a smile. The last time I'll see the smile that I loved

" don't leave me Tae.... please don't"

" I love you Hana..." were the last thing I said before everything turned black

I'll always remember you Hana... even if I'm dead you'll always have a part in my heart. I couldn't bring you happiness but I know someone will in the future....

Authors note
Wow I cried while writing this. I'm sorry, even myself wasn't expecting this to happen.
Jennie~