○ ○ ○ Chapter 20 - I'm really in love ○ ○ ○
"Calm down unnie. Calm down." Jennie whispered sweetly embracing jisoo and caressing her back with one hand to bring her out from panick state. Jisoo comfortably drifted in her arms – not asleep – still sniffling.
"You know what happened to Julie unnie." Jisoo blankly said, continuously looking at nothing.
"Hm."
"And still you are convincing me to fall in love?"
"Hmm."
"I can't Jennie!! I can't. I'm too weak for that. I'm so afraid to fall in love and then left broken." Jisoo shouted and pushed jennie's hand away from her.
"Unnie!! Look unnie. Love is not a crime. Love is not a sin. And what Julie unnie did was also not wrong. Because love is not a mistake, the mistake she did was falling in love with wrong person unnie." Jennie said and started explaining her true meaning of love. Jisoo just huffed and sat on a couch back facing jennie.
"Believe me unnie, there is nothing pure, innocent and special like Love. That's why our heart knows only one emotion and that is Love. When we human falls in love with someone then it is heart who tells us. Who gives us signal that we are in love with that dear person. Unnie, if some person who is not worthy of love or being in love destroys someone's true emotions that doesn't mean everyone is like them.
Unnie. I know whatever happened with julie unnie, she never deserved that but who we are to blame Love. I agree that Love is a trap. But it is a pure trap which engulf two people in a unbreakable bond for eternal. Love is a feeling which allows you to wish that person to be yours forever. Love is Pure, innocent, selfless, and what not.
Please don't blame Love unnie, blame those selfish person who dont deserve this true emotion, true feelings, blame those who never deserved to be love, blame those who used this utmost pure feeling as a way to get what they desires. And if you are truly in love with that person you will understand your feeling, and if you did then don't force yourself to stop this feeling unnie. Don't resist yourself.
I'm giving you some personal space, please take your time to find out your true emotions. Either it's love or it's just mere attraction." Saying this Jennie left the living room, going in her room.
Leaving jisoo in deep thoughts. She couldn't help but think about those days, since when it all started.
His annoyance, his cockiness, him being a bastard, stone-shelled, and etc to Sexy, handsome, adorable and then it stopped on how cute, caring, and lovable he is.
The first day in office where he directly gave her ultimatum to do the task or resign from job, she started disliking him. Who won't when they will get resigning offer on the very first day of their joining.
But then on that same night, she found him attractive, ethereal, breathtaking and secsy. At that time she unknowingly got attracted to him. To his appearance.
Then later on she got dreams about him, having future with him but then sameul matter happened and jisoo went in depressed state. And when she visit office next day she got so soft because of him when he cared for her, who is his just a mere secretary. He proved that a pain and care never sees position of people. His humanity tugged her heart with rollercoaster of happiness.
After that she totally forget how much mean he was and she like a lovesick person did everything whatever he said with a smile and heart eyes, only for him.
And then, lucy incident. It totally proved that it is not just a mere attraction, because at that time Jisoo wanted to protect Taehyung from all this world so no one can look at him with filthy and lusty eyes.
And on that same day, when she saw him smiling and laughing wholeheartedly she couldn't help but was determined to herself to do anything so she can see this smile forever.
If this all is not love, then what it is? A person with whom we are attracted, we never see them in our dreams or if so then we never sees our future with them.
That means Jisoo was not attracted at all. Since the beginning. She was in love all the time. And this type of love also has a name. Love at first sight.
"Am i really in love with him?" Jisoo said to herself processing all these.
"Yeah. Right!! I'm really in love. I'm really in love with him. And my love is not just some attraction at all. It is so pure and innocent" Realisation hit jisoo hard, she immediately bulge from her sit and marched towards jennie's room and started knocking the door.
Jennie smiled because she knows the answer. But she didn't get up to open the door.
"Jen. Please open the door. I think i got my answer." Jisoo said knocking on the door.
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Short update! Ik.
But i have to leave.
