Patience- a beautiful journey

CHAPTER 19

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NOOR POV--

Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all...today I'm feeling the same...no doubt love can either heal you or broke you...its totally depend on your strength of love...I never thoughts that I love bp this intensely....its feel like someone is stabbing my heart again and again only his words are roaming in my mind...

Did he don't know that how much I love him and I can't live without him...how easily he said that just move on without him but I know this is very difficult task for me in the whole world..

In the previous times I cried for my father, for his life but now when he recovered I have to cry for my husband, for his life....I'm so heartbroken at this time that I can't suppress my words...I want someone who can console who can make me believe that he will come soon, come back to me....

I was in my own thought when something infested into my mind.."or ham tumhe dekh rahe hai, sun rahe hai, hame pata hai ke tum takleef mai ho, magar tum yakeen rakho agar allah ne tumhe ye pareshani di hai to yakeenan vo janta hai ke tum is pareshani se lad saktey ho, tumhare andar itni takat hai ke tumhara jo is wakt time kharab chal Raha hai use tum allah par yakeen or beshak pure tawakkul ke saath nikal dogey or dekhna fir allah tumhe vo dega Jo tum chahtey ho jis cheej ke tum muntajir ho, vo cheej tumhe bohot jald mil jayegi bas sabr rkaho or Allah se mango vo hi de sakta hai or vahi dega" I remember these lines and my tears was continuously flowing when I remembered each and every word of this...

"Ya Allah please bp ki hifazat karna, mene hamesha apni jindagi me sabr kiya hai or aapse kabhi koi sikayat nahi Kari par allah na jane kyu aaj bohot muskil ho rhai hai, please mujhe sabr dena" I completed my dua it is very difficult to saying this but I have to, I know my allah knows every thing, and he will do the right thing to me, he knows better...

And soon I realised that we enter in our home street...I stare at my house with tears in my eyes but I quickly clean the tears and started walking inside my house. My heart was very heavy. But there was also a solace that whatever would happen would happen as per the will of Allah and everything would be fine...

While I was thinking and walking, I came and stood outside Baba's room. Before I knew it, I was hearing the sound of mom,baba and phuppo laughing from inside...a smile crept on my lips by their laughing sound, I cleaned my eye so that nobody can recognise that I was crying...

I opened baba's room door and he was sitting in front, Were laughing, smiling. Seeing him like this brought tears to my eyes, I waited this for so long. At this moment I am sure that Allah gives sweet rewards for patience. Finally my father got cured as soon as his eyes fell on me. He spread his hands. I ran to him and started crying badly...I waited for this moment for so long..how can I not hug my baba...

"Noor bacha very bad, baba abhi to theek hokar aaye hai or tum aese to Rahi ho isse to baba ki health par bura asar padega na" phuppo said to me and I also realised and ashamed of myself, I rubbed my tears and looked at him, he was also looking at me...

"I want to talk to my daughter, all alone"
He said and phuppo and ammi exchanged their looks and withing a minutes ammi and phuppo both went outside, I was also shocked that what about baba want to talk me...

"What happen baba, is something wrong" I asked being curious..

"How are you noor" he asked me I didn't understand first

"Yeah baba I'm fine and by looking at your health figure I'm totally fne" I said with a genuine smile

He smiled and again asked the same question"how are you noor" I again looked at him in confusing why he asking me again and again same question