Yes I am single and open to choices and priorities and options
Yes those dark circles under my eyes are not from talking to my lover all night but from scrolling through social media the other night
The media that forces me to imagine how it would feel to be wrapped in someone elses arms, warm and safe.
Yes I maybe wanted us to be together at some point in life but not now not ever
Yes I am jealous and protective when it comes to you but no not right now
I don't want this to end as again another right person wrong timing which most of my ex lovers did, I don't believe it.
I am afraid this might end so I never want this to start in the first place
Yes indeed I wanted us together but what if you leave and never come back?
I am afraid that I might never will be able to remember you again.
I hate to say that I missed what we had but even if you take my last breaths away I will never want you back the way I wanted back then.
Yes I wanted this someday and still do but not now after what we had back then and how you made me feel back then.
I hate to say that it hurts to see you again wrapped in someone else's arms even if I loved you all the same.
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Dead Souls She Ones Loved
PoetryThe sky tuned red. The sun sinking deeper into the core of the ocean. The black curling in while the yellow disappeared behind the massive blue. She felt numb, feeling herself deep under water. The dying sun's final rays falling on her reached out h...