Sometime

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Sometimes I want to cry and scream as loud as I can

But then sometimes I want to smile, laugh, dance and cry all at the same time

I never got to understand me, I understood people I understood laughter but never myself

I understood how m = q but never me = I

I never got to know myself properly I cried and scream begging for anyone to notice me and tell me, about myself but nobody did

On days like these I feel so alone and lonely and afraid as if it weren't ment to be

I used to think I will get to know me, when I get older and when I won't need an adult

But I guess I did always needed one be it at whatever time it maybe

But I still do

I will never get to know myself let alone my favourites

But I know you I know you like my first word or like a poem wrote I know you a little too well

Maybe even better then me

I never got to know myself anymore but I did know you

Unfortunately or fortunately I don't know but I do know something nobody knows

I don't know who I am?

Am I the crying, begging for forgiveness and screaming to be left alone

Or am I the smiley, a sweetheart and laughter attracting people I don't even know

I don't know I don't even know myself

I just hope I find myself again so I can I finally know them

And tell me which version of mine is actually me

Dead Souls She Ones Lovedजहाँ कहानियाँ रहती हैं। अभी खोजें