Suddenly I felt like
Just because I loved you, you loved me
Otherwise you would have hated me
You lied about falling in love
You told you were deeply in love way before we talked
But did you really love me? When it was her you always talked about
You said you smiled looking at my face but isn't she the one you were imagining about?
I don't want to hate myself for loving you
I liked how you pretended to lie all the time
Telling me, she wasn't something I should be worried about
But was it truly something I shouldn't be worried about?
She doesn't love you like I do
She broke you; she tore you into pieces leaving you heartbroken
And I unknowingly fixed you
Joining together the broken pieces like they were my own
And inserted some pieces of my own so that you feel whole
Without realizing I started to fix you in ways I needed fixing in
I never liked you, no, I admired you, yes,
But now I love you
And it's scaring me to the point I can't even breathe
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Hi,
This is my first time leaving a message from my side on my page and yes I might be heartbroken sometimes but you have to be cracked to be loved, again.
And yes I cried writing this.
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