Dead Souls She Ones Loved

Milaya

The way flowers blossoms so delicate but sweet and poisonous in their own way

I smiled with every scar I barred as my fingers brushed though them

To just look at that soft starch of smile that light up your face, I could kill myself

I still think about what if she is waiting for me down the hall like she used to many years back

Daisies dancing in her hair everytime we met she looked just like a dream everytime our eyes met

It burns like it's ment to be that way you never know how deeply I wanted to sink in them even though it hurts

I told myself its gonna be fine she is going to love me at some point in her time

I guess my friends where right you never looked at me the way you do to her now

I wished for her to die so maybe at some point you could come back to me and smile standing close by

I know I did you wrong there was fake and lie in every word I said but did you really cared? Did you even noticed?

I'll be scared to look in your eyes knowing the want to met reflecting in your eyes which I can't foresee

Your eyes always made me want to dance I swear but I guess I wasn't ment to be the one to dance with you

Do you still think of us, of what we had when you are together with them

My heart feels heavy and cold, like a hard cored stone

I am scared to acknowledge that I might be gone for a really long while

I want you to be happy so I can go, I can't stay with whatever you beg

And at last when I am gone I want you to be happy