I hate myself, I hate my mind
That constantly compares me with stuff I don't know the meaning behind
It wants me to be perfect like those models and geniuses we see on TVs It whispers unknown voices in my ears forcing me to apply more makeup
It makes me want to look pretty all the time
The voices will eat me up someday
I begged, I begged for them to stop
To not torment my mind, my soul
Making me a slave to their words
They told me I looked fat so I stopped eating for days
They told me I looked too skinny so I ate and ate and ate
They told me I looked ugly so I applied more makeup and dressed up to look pretty
I knew it wasn't my mind that whispered but the people around me did
My mind doesn't hate me but people around me do
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