I feel different now suddenly
Why do I feel like I am betraying myself?
Is it the pain? Or the guilt?
Or happiness? I don't know
I feel sick
Or is it you?
My heart hurts every time I remember us
Can you not hurt me the way you did last time
I know its love
If it doesn't hurt you then it isn't love they say
But I didn't love you to get hurt
I found happiness in your eyes
That's why I wished to start something with you
The vibes aren't matching anymore
And I found myself fading
My friends hated you anyway
I think they were right about you
You cried and manipulated me
You didn't disrespected me, no
If you did, I would have left and you knew
But you made me hate myself by making me feel bad
By crying and apologising when you were at fault
I was healing and didn't knew if it was true
But you somehow did manipulated me
Or was it just me?
Who cried with blood in my eyes
But you didn't listen because I never let you
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Dead Souls She Ones Loved
PoetryThe sky tuned red. The sun sinking deeper into the core of the ocean. The black curling in while the yellow disappeared behind the massive blue. She felt numb, feeling herself deep under water. The dying sun's final rays falling on her reached out h...
