Dead Souls She Ones Loved

Someone else you liked

Sometimes I sit and think about how it would had been if it was her and not me

What if you had loved her and ignored me

I bet you would have been happier

What if I had stayed as only a friend but her as your lover

What if people shipped you two and not us two

I think you would have been alot happier I bet she would have treated you even better

And not like me I bet she treats you better and still do

I bet she cared more then I ever will be able to

I bet she knows you better

And what if this never had happened what if we never met?

What if you excepted her and rejected me?

Instead why did you loved me when I don't deserve it at all while she does?

She wrote poems about you told people how she loved your eyes which I didn't

I don't even have the courage to look up at your eyes while she does with a smile

She fell in love with you the moment she saw you smile, but I didn't I liked cause it just felt right

I don't know why I liked you let alone love but I just do and will continue to do

I liked how you asked questions you should have kept a secret and surprised me instead

But I guess she must have loved it if you had asked her those words instead of me

She stayed even when she herself was getting destroyed by you unlike me who would have left instead of letting them distract me

Is it again a right person wrong timing or a wrong person right timing

It has always been a mystery to me how she loved you when I would have hated you instead

She is better for you and I won't be angry if you left me for her

But hurt yes I sure will be hurt, because I have given my heart to you in away I can't even stand myself