Solitary [Saiki K x Reader]

[2] THE STORY OF SUICIDAL BOY

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M/N STARED blankly at his surroundings the bright sun beaming through the trees as he leaned against a tombstone as memories surfaced through his mind, clenching the green prickly grass in between his finger tips

'disappointment'

'disgraceful'

'useless'

'F*ggot'

He placed a hand over his chest and clenched on to the material of his t-shirt as tears poured down his face

However his older brother Akihiro L/n was supportive of M/n he always told his younger brother to be proud about who he is and to be happy

M/n looked up to him admiring his brother since he was a strong, passionate, and successful man he worked as a professor at Tokyo university

M/n could never see his life without his brother they deeply cared for each other they were best friends no matter the 16 year age difference

Their parents favorited Akihiro for being a successful and a loving son

Their parent despised M/n since Akihiro would spend most of his time with the younger brother spoiling him and caring for him like a parent would

M/n heart felt as if it tore in half the day he found out Akihiro died due to a heart attack that happened when teaching his university course
His parents were rarely home do to them overworking themselves
he didnt care if they overworked themselves just to pay the bills it was better off if he was alone rather then suffering through all the mental abuse
The h/c haired boy wished the only person who brought him happiness stayed

He realized he was all alone the day he lost his brother

M/n rather join Akihiro in a safe happy heaven then just suffering and hurting himself to try numbing the pain

He smiled at the memories knowing it was fake he leaned his head on top of the tombstone bandages visibly showing that were wrapped against his wrist and neck

"I'll see you soon big brother..." he whispered to himself