Solitary [Saiki K x Reader]

[5] YOUR ARMS HELD ME WHEN I FELT ALONE

MENTIONS OF SELFHARM
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the next day of class you laid your head against the cold wood desk heard a commotion around the class about a new transfer student exhausted you sighed in irritation standing up to head towards the boys bathroom

you had restless night only getting about 30 mins of sleep in the crimson water due to blood seeping from your cuts that decorated your arms and thighs

you sat in the quiet bathroom stall 'today's not my day...' you thought to yourself as you pulled down the sleeve of your uniform so the fresh wounds won't show due to you running out of bandages you stepped out the bathroom sluggishly

"Hey, Saiki... Who's this?" m/n asks the pink-haired boy who he had accidentally bumped into along with a boy with purple hair and bandanna

"I'm the transfer student everyone was talking about! I'm a psychic medium! My name's Toritsuka Reita." He says introducing himself before saiki could say anything

"oh.. i'm M/n L/n It's nice to meet you i guess" you said brushing him off as you began to hug saiki and began to shove his face into the pink haired boys neck

"get off of me" saiki said bluntly not hugging back to which you ignored and just held him tighter

toritsuka began to look at the duo in shock till he began to talk "hey that's strange...." toritsuka said staring at the s/c skinned boy "what is?" you asked not really caring "you have two guardian spirits... usually people only have one"

you soon released saiki and stared at toritsuka weirded out bit "oh that's cool? but weird" you said lazily placing yourself hands behind your head and leaned against the wall

"whos his spirits...?" saiki said in slight interest

"well ones a female she used to be a singer... she's young.." the medium explained the female apparence before he stared at your left "the other ones a male... he says he was a teacher.." you looked at him with wide eyes "huh..?"

"yeah he's a teacher he has h/c hair and e/c eyes he uses glasses! hes very-" toritsuka began to ramble on about the spirits

'please. please stop please stop' you thought to yourself as he described your brother 'i don't want to know- please stop'

saiki heard your thoughts loud and clear and began to glare
'toritsuka shut up!' he told the pervert privately to which he thankfully took the hint and stared at you in worry

you had your slender fingers tangled in your hair. your eyes stayed widen in shock with tears and a frown decorating your face

"hey are you... okay?" toritsuka asked about to grasp onto your shoulders in comfort only for it to get forcefully slapped away

"i... i need to go i'll see you soon saiki.." you said dully before stumbling out of the empty hallway

saiki and toritsuka stared at your retreating figure "his spirit was probably someone he knew..." saiki said wanting to walk after you but couldn't bring himself to follow his emotions

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you laid in your bed in the cold dark room the only light illuminating from the moon a knock echoed through the house

unmotivated you laid on your brothers old bed... after all it was his house before he gave it to you.

the click of the bedroom door opened your eyes drifted to the doorway to which a familiar boy with neon green glasses and bright pink hair stood

"saiki..?" your dry raspy voice said

saiki let out a sigh before he walked besides your bedside "call me kusuo..." he said removing his jacket and throwing it off to the side before he laid besides you.

"Y/n you know you can talk to me right?" saiki stated as he pulled you into his chest

you began to feel tears slowly roll down your face before they became full on sobs not being able to speak properly saiki heard nothing but sobs you shook you head rejecting it before you pulled yourself closer to the other boy

you felt at home in his arm

a/n: a small chapter sorry if saiki felt out of character