My Mafia Jimin FF~..

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I opened the door of Y/N's room.

My eyes already landed on her.

Her body was still as anything.

I shut the door behind me slowly so that it won't make any creak noise.

I walked towards the sofa I was lying down on before and threw my blazer.

I untied my tie a little.

I sat down on the sofa with my legs spread out.

My head low.

My hands on my head.

I message my temples.

It's been a long day.

I sigh and rested my back on the sofa.

I lifted my head up.

My eyes shifted towards Y/N.

I smile.

I got up from the sofa and walked towards her.

I sat down comfortably on the chair in front of her bed.

My right hand touched her forehead.

I rubbed her forehead with my fingers slowly.

" I took Hajun's life my beloved."

I say as I take my hand away from her forehead and cupping her hand in mine.

I caress her palm with my thumb.

" But we still have Kai to deal with."

I look back at her face.

I pulled my chair a bit more forward.

I place my left hand over her head.

I caressed her hair.

" What do you think I should do my beloved?"

I ask while I brush my fingers against her cheek.

" Hmm."

I hummed.

I looked away from her.

I sigh...

" It's not easy, it's not."

I say to myself.

" I'am trying baby, I promise."

" But how can I leave you here, alone, how do I know if Kai has other plans?"

My eyes travelled towards her face.

I brush my fingers on her cheek in circular motion.

" What if I can't keep you safe anymore."

" I couldn't even keep you safe before, I don't want anything happening to you again."

I rested my cheek on her head and sigh.

It would take her so long to recover.

I don't know how long it would take.

I can't wait like this anymore...

It's hard for me to bare.

Please Y/N.

Maybe once...

Please open your eyes for me.

Please...

Kai Pov~

" Didn't I tell you, he failed..."

I shoved my gun back in my pocket.

" He's useless."