𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍 || 𝐓𝐎𝐌 𝐊𝐀𝐔𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐙

𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟏𝟓

The room was pitch black when I awoke, Tom was still sleeping on me - I thought he was at least. Bill had left and was probably asleep in his room. Toms really comfy I won't lie. And I really don't think I can hate him in this moment, or maybe ever again.

"Sienna" Tom kinda scared me icl, thought he was sleeping.

"Yeah?"

"Can I ask you something?"

"Go ahead"

"Did you actually sh because of me" I tended yo when Tom asked. I don't want to tell him.

"Uh no" I forced a smile

"Sienna tell me" I couldn't see his face but he sounded upset

"Ok I did yeah but I don't anymore I'm fine now completely clean" I wasn't lying. I am clean. I have been for maybe just over 11 months, nearly a year.

"I- wow...I'm sorry" he sounded sincere

"No I'm fine now don't worry" I replied

"And it was because of me?." He asked

I took a deep breath before answering

"Well yeah when I first started being friends with Bill you started being a bit of a twat...I got upset at first and yk did that but then I eventually just started being horrible back"

Tom was silent for a while.

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"Well yeah when I first started being friends with Bill you started being a bit of a twat...I got upset at first and yk did that but then I eventually just started being horrible back"

I thought it was jokes? Like she jokes with Bill and the rest of the band? Should I have made it obvious it was jokes? She definitely hates me because of that.

And I was starting to have feelings for her.

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"Tom?" I asked after receiving no response

"Oh yeah sorry" he snapped out of whatever he was thinking about.

"Are we friends?" This question had been killing me from the inside.

"Yeah. I think so" He responded

"Oh" was all I could get out. I thought he hated me.

"We don't have to be don't worry" Tom reassured me sadly as he started to move to the other side of the bed.

"No" I pulled him back by his shoulder "I just thought you hated me" I continued

"No...?" Was all Tom said

"Then why were you so like- horrible?"

"You were to Bill but you were best friends. I thought it was all jokes I'm sorry" He was joking? The whole time?

"The whole time?" I asked

"The whole time." He responded. I couldn't see him that well in the dark but I could tell he felt guilty. Just the time of his voice gave it all away.