Our complicated love story

Ch.1.2 After effects

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Ch.1.2

Theo's pov

It's been a week since the kiss incident at Pamela's party and well things have been pretty awkward between us. Well, let's just say Nathan has been ignoring me. I found it strange but I can understand.

Which straight dude is okay with kissing another guy? Well, not him obviously. I thought he would annoy me for it. I'm pretty sure he heard some sort of rumour by now that was my first kiss. Well, it was but still the whole world shouldn't know about that.

I have to admit that I keep thinking back to that night, back to that kiss. I hate to think about it but I guess I liked the kiss. Is it possible to like kissing your enemy? No, no, no I'm overreacting I'm sure of it. It was my first kiss after all.

How can I know if that was a good kiss or not? All I know is that he seems to be a good kisser, I'll admit but I definitely don't have enough experience to confirm that. How can I even like kissing him of all people anyway? The one that I hate. It must be impossible.

I have to get rid of those thoughts. I don't want to think about this. I don't want to start questioning myself. Anyways I'll forget about it soon.

I hate Nathan Hames that's it. Yeah, that's it. He has been nothing but bad news. Why should I think about Nathan in a good way when he has proven to me over the years how bad he actually is?

Yeah, it surely wouldn't make sense.

Brrrrr...it's cold. I'm currently outside. It's already the beginning of December and it's beginning to snow. I admit I like that it's snowing but oh geez it's cold. F**k winter. I hope I won't die of hypothermia before even reaching home.

I've been waiting for the bus for the past last five minutes since it's snowing too much and I don't want to walk home. Argh, where is the bus? Oh! I think I can see the bus far away. It was about damn time.

I can't wait to go back to my home sweet home where I won't need to curse because of the fact it's cold. I don't know why but I kinda wish someone would have to take the bus too then maybe I would have company. It would be nice because the bus is very lonely.

I'm pretty sure someone would have given me their jacket or wait am I an idiot? They would freeze to death because of me and I'm pretty sure I'm not ready to see someone die this soon in my life.

I enter the bus and chose a place to sit. I might as well take a little nap. I don't think it'll hurt.

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Huh, what is going on?

"Um, you have to wake up, I think you missed your bus stop..." What? Omg, I did not just do that, right?

"I'm sorry but I don't think I know you. What's your name?''

"Oh uh, I'm Bennett but you can call me Ben.'' He smiles as he says it. Huh, Ben huh? Well, he seems nice but I still need to get out of here.

"Nice name, I'm Theo. If you don't mind me asking, how long have I been sleeping?'' He nervously chuckles.

"Oh, sorry well you've been sleeping for over 30 minutes. I didn't want to wake you up so yeah.''

I notice that he seems to be nervous but wait...30 minutes? Omg! I was supposed to get out almost 20 minutes ago! Oh well, I guess I gotta wait till it goes to my stop again. At least, I have some company.

"Oh, where is your stop?''

"It's next to the famous store Xmart.'' He smiles.

"Oh cool, where are you going if you don't mind me asking?''