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02 | Day Log 🍃

I turned.

I shivered.

I pulled the comforter up to my chin.

The windows were wet with condensation from the outside.

I checked the alarm clock; 6:47 am.

It was to go off at 7:00.

I turned it off before sitting up and looking out the window.

Fog covered the ground while the grey sky stared down at it.

I pulled my shirt up and over my head before throwing it across the room.

The third night.

Three days since the dreams began.

Since he began.

My phone buzzed.

It was Youjin; my girlfriend.

"Hey."

"Hey, I was just wondering what time you're coming."

"Closer to 7:30."

"Okay sounds good, see you soon baby."

She then hung up.

I checked the clock again.

7:00.

I exited the bedroom and entered the bathroom before closing the door behind me.

I stripped and took my place in the shower before turning it on.

"Ah shit." I hissed in pain as I trashed with shock. "Too cold."

I quickly finished with my shower before stepping out and looking in the mirror.

I wanted to fall back asleep.

I wanted to find Lavender.

———

I pulled up to Youjin's house.

She came out and hopped into the passenger seat before smiling.

"Goodmorning sweetie~" she cooed as I smiled shyly, I didn't reply.

I wasn't really able to talk to her since I found out the news.

We drove to school in silence, Youjin snapchatting and texting the whole time.

I parked in my spot before getting out and going over to her.

I subconsciously wrapped my arms around her before she kissed me.

"Awe I love you baby." She cooed.

Then the bell rang.

"I gotta get to class." She smiled before pecking my lips once more. "Love you!" She yelled as she began hurrying off.

"Bye." I mumbled in response before sighing and walking slowly.

I wasn't able to tell her I loved her.

I didn't love her, maybe I just didn't want to lie to her.

Love didn't exist.

Not for me anyway.

———

I threw all my papers and other junk into the backseat.

It was the last time I would be at that school anyway.

I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist which didn't surprise me.

"Wanna come to my house?" Youjin asked, I turned to face her before shaking my head.

"We have to talk." I said quietly.

Her face went serious; a hint of worry as I pulled her hands from my waist and held them.

"I'm moving."

Her face went to shock.

"Why? When?"

"Tomorrow."

"Where are you going? Can't we make this work-"

"Youjin look," I started, cutting her off. "I'm moving to Busan and I don't want to have a long distance relationship because those are stressful and terrible."

"B-But." She trailed off.

"We can still be friends-"

"No!" She yelled pushing me away, she was crying. "We are a couple! Not friends Yoongi!"

"Youjin-"

"Fine!" She paused to catch her breath. "We. Are. Done!"

She then turn on her heel and stormed off.

All I did was roll my eyes.

She'd probably call me crying later in the evening begging for me back.

It was typical Youjin.

I got into my car and began the drive home.

My last drive down the long stretch of Daegu highway.

———

"I really liked Youjin." Mom said as we sat at the table to eat dinner.

"She flipped out though, I literally told her we could still be friends but she had to be all dramatic about it." I ranted.

"Don't date crazy chicks." Dad added, "always a bad decision."

"Thanks Dad." I mumbled while rolling my eyes.

All he did was laugh before I stood up and brought my dishes to the kitchen.

I then jogged up the stairs and entered my darkened room.

I laid on the bed.

I smiled as I began to fall asleep.

My phone then began to ring.

It was Youjin.

I grumbled before throwing my phone to the other side of the room.

'I'll be with you soon Lavender.'

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A/N

I'll only be putting author's note whenever there's something of importance I think you guys should know! :)

The Dream Log's are all in present tense while the Day Log's are in past tense.

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