criminalminds x reader

chapter 82

Tw talk about what y/n saw, blood...

I was brought to the hospital. The cut on my ribs wasn't too deep so they could just sow it up without surgery.
They also assessed my head wounds.

Emily was holding my hand while I tried to get some rest.
I closed my eyes but I couldn't get much sleep. The image of him cutting his hand of, the scream and the fear I had to hide.

Tears escape my eyes. As I hear a knock on the door.
I wipe my tears and sit up. Emily got woken up.

I see the team standing at the door waiting with flowers.
"Bad timing?" Jj asked kindly before coming in.
"No its fine. Its good to see you all"
I say with a smile. I still had tears in my eyes.
Rossi put the flowers near the window of my hospital room.
Penelope immediately ran up to hug me.

"Hi p" I say quitly.
She hugs me tight. "Ouch" I say. The hug pressed on my ribs.
"O I'm sorry pumpkin" She backs up and gives my forehead a kiss.
"How are you feeling?" Stephen asked.
"Not so great" I say with an awkward laugh. Emily squeezed my hand.
"My wounds are fine it's just...the way he screamed when he cut off his hand infront of me. I can't get it out my head"
I sigh before I continue again.

"I had to pretend not to be scared but I was so frightened." My voice shakes again as tears fell down my face.
"If it helps. I couldn't have done what you did. I couldn't have hidden my fear while staled time like you did"
Luke said trying to make me feel better.
I give him half a smile.
"How is Spencer?" I asked, I wondered if he knows.

"He called earlier today, he's the best he can be atm" jj answered.
"We didn't tell him bc we didn't want to worry him" Rossi added.

It might be for the best that he doesn't know.
"When are you allowed to leave?" Tara asked.
I looked at emily to ask if she knew.
I look pleading at her, she knows I don't like hospitals.

"Tomorrow" she answered.

After a while the team left so I could rest. Emily didn't leave my side.
She fell asleep faster than I did.
I close my eyes but I continue to hear Micheal's scream.
Eventually I managed to fall half asleep.

I woke up a few hours later.
It was 6 am. Emily was still asleep but I decided to get ready already.
I moved to the bathroom and changed into the clothes Emily bought for me.
I stand infront the mirror with my pants on and a sport's bra.
Inspect my face, my eye blue and purple.
My lip was still busted and I had bandages wrapped around my head and also my ribcage.

More scars to add to the collection.
I put on the loose shirt and clean off my face.
Every touch hurts.
I walk out the bathroom and see that Emily just woken up.

"Hey baby" I walk over with my arm around my ribs.
I give her a kiss on the head.
She helped me clean up the hospital room and signed my discharge papers.
We slowly drove to the jet.
Penelope hugged me again. This time she was a bit more gentle.

"Did you sleep okay?" She asked.
"What do you think" I just answered bluntly.

I sit down in the 4 seater of the jet. With Emily next to me.
Rossi and tara across.
"I didn't say thank you yet...for saving me" I directed to the whole team.
"It's what we do. And you were already pretty good at saving yourself" Stephen answered.
"I only dared to fight him bc I heard you arrive"

I take a breath and look at rossi.
"Dis he confess the other murders?" I ask him.
He leaned over the tabel and grabbed my hand.
"Don't worry kid. We have him for everything. He's not going tobsee the light of day" Rossi said with a kind smile. Which I return.
"I can't wait to be home" I laugh.

The home Emily and I share.
"Ow almost forgot. We got this from the evidence room" jj gave me my lighter back. But I slide it across the tabel.
"Getting kidnapped while smoking is a pretty big motivation to quit" I laughed, everyone joined me.
I look at penelope.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you that I started smoking again. Your right, smoking kills people in more ways than I thought"
Everyone laughed again.

"Aw" I say as i grab my ribs.
"Are you okay?" Luke asked from behind Rossi.
"Yea...laughing just hurts a little"