Guilt

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Tony told you to start warming up because you were gonna go in to replace Ellie

You ran sprints up and down

Before being called over to switch with Ellie

15 minutes left in the match

Ellie runs off the pitch and hugs you as you run on

You run on and Alanna and charli both pat you on the back

5 minutes left and the game was tied 2-2

Charli had done great at stealing the ball back from the striker and she passed it to you  and you lost the ball falling to the ground being tripped up and they scored

You covered your face you just lost you failed the team

You are crying laying face down on the field

You feel someone patting you on the back

"Hey it's not your fault" macca says patting your back

"Y/n babes get up please"Alanna says rubbing your back

"None of us blame you y/n/n we were playing as a team that last half it wasn't your fault" Sam says

You feel soft warm hands help pick you up

You are met by Stephy and Hayley's soft sweet brown eyes

They engulf you in a hug where you sob

"It's my fault I fell and just watched it go in" you say crying clutching their jerseys

Tony runs on the field seeing the circle forming

He pulls you in for a hug

"Darlin that was world class defending you were taken out there was nothing you could do we can't win every game"Tony say hugging you

Once in the locker room

You stayed quiet the whole rest of the travel with worried eyes watching you

Seeing how much you kept looking at your phone and all the hateful comments they knew they were getting to you

Hayley gently took your phone out of your hands

"That's enough of that dear" Hayley said

"Reading the comments isn't gonna do you any good y/n/n" Ellie said

"Trust us we've all been there and it sucks but it happens too everyone and the comments from the fans is the worst part" Steph says

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