His Water Elemental

- Chapter 5: To late. We are here. -

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Sofia's Pov

I didn't know saying those words to Esme would leave me feeling free to finally speak my mother tongue again. I still feel numb, but speaking sparked up the feeling of being free in my chest, and i don't want that feeling to go away. I want to feel that pain. No, i need to feel that pain, so Jasper doesn't have to feel what i have felt my entire life. I grit my teeth as i stand up, ignoring Esme's attempts to make me lay back down, and then i stumble out the nest room. I continue to stumble all the way around the house, trying to find Jasper ignoring everyone's attempts to stop me. I finally find Jasper in the living room, and he is curled up into a ball on the couch with Alice beside him, trying to soothe him. I need him to stop right now because he isn't handling it very well. With that thought, i stumble over to him and collapse onto my knees in front of the couch. He doesn't even hear me, and that's when i know the pain is too much for him, so i take a deep breath and place both my hands on his cheeks to get his attention and it works. He looks at me wide-eyed, but i ignore that and put my bug girl pants on and decide to trust this empath vampire since he is the one stopping me from being in pain.

"Jasper, smettila, per favore. lasciami soffrire. solo per favore lasciami soffrire così non devi. (Jasper, stop this, please. let me be in pain. just please let me be in pain so you don't have to.)" I whisper with tears in my eyes because i need him to stop

"No, you have been in pain all your life, and i'm not letting you go through anymore of it. You're my sister now, and you will never be in pain anymore as long as i'm by your side." He said, keeping his eyes connected with mine

"per favore, per favore, per favore, Jasper. (Please, Please, Please, Jasper.)" I beg as a tear rolled down my cheek

"I'm sorry, Sofia, but no. Go back to the nest room to wait for your mate. You don't deserve to be in pain anymore." He said, raising his hand to wipe my tears, and i have to stop myself from flinching

"Sweetheart, come on. Alice will keep an eye on Jasper, and if it gets too much, she will get him to stop." Esme said softly as she picked me up bridle style

The whole time, Esme carried me back to the nest room. Endless tears rolled down my cheek because i felt the first emotion since Jasper made me numb, and that emotion was despair. I couldn't get him to stop, and now he is suffering, and it's all my fault. Once i'm lying back down in the middle of the nest of blankets, i curl up in a ball and cry loudly. I never in my life thought someone would take all my pain away because i've always been told i deserve it, but now someone is telling me i don't, and it honestly confuses me. Everything about not feeling pain confuses me because it's all i have ever done, and not feeling it scares me. Suddenly, the nest door slams open, and Edward is standing there with eyes filled with rage and it scares me seeing him looking at me like because i haven't done anything wrong or have i?. In seconds, i see Esme standing in a fighting stance in front of me while letting out a low hiss, and seeing her be like this i know i definitely made the right choice to trust her.

"Edward, get yourself under control and get out of here, or i will throw you out myself. You will not step foot in front of my daughter ever again because if you do, i will turn you over to the Volturi for what you have done. You have crossed so many lines, but i won't let you cross anymore." Esme said coldly, sending shivers down my spine

"She is hurting Jasper Esme. She needs to stop being dramatic and take the pain so Jasper doesn't have to feel any pain." He said, crossing his arms

"She isn't being dramatic -" Esme is cut off when in a blink of an eye Jasper is pinning Edward up against the nearest wall by his neck

"My darlin sister isn't being dramatic, Edward. I chose to take this pain so she doesn't have to feel any ounce of it. You don't get to come on here and order people around because last time i checked, Carlisle is the leader of the coven, not you. Now leave this room, actually leave this house because her mate is going to be here any minute and he will rip you apart if he see you in here and we won't stop him from doing that." Jasper said in a deadly tone, making me tuck my head into my knees, not wanting to be seen

"To late. We are here." I hear a voice say coldly, making me whimper

"Brothers! I wasn't expecting you to be here so soon!" I hear Carlisle say in shock

"Not having to breathe has its perks. Water wasn't going to stop us from getting here. Plus, running at vamp speed under water was a lot of fun with Caius over Marcus's shoulder." Another voice said, and that person sounded almost child like

"Mate. Need mate." I hear someone whimper

"Marcus lay him outside the nest. We can't put him to close until our little niece gives us permission." The childlike man said softly

"Caius, when i put you down, you have to stay where i have put you because Carlisle said your mate has had a traumatic past, and you don't want to scare her, do you." The man that spoke coldly before said speaking softly this time

"Jasper, you can stop now." Alice said softly

"Okay, everything is going to be alright now, little darlin." Jasper said softly

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