Rekindled Love~ Julien Baker🖤

Chapter 11

Julien proceeded to lead Betty to the room she was staying in. It was obvious now why Phoebe was nowhere to be seen in the place. She knew that the two past lovers would not be able to keep it PG.

Things started slow and continued to escalate. Each article of clothing was carefully taken off. When both were completely bare, Julien couldn't help but stare at Betty. She noticed every small detail of her.

Julien noticed an iris flower in the center of Betty's chest. A new tattoo previous to the other small ones that littered the rest of Betty's body.

Betty sat on the edge of the bed with Julien standing between her legs. Julien couldn't help but reach out and start to trace the tattoo with her index finger. Betty's watched Julien's every move. Her chest started to rise and fall a bit faster.

"Julien, please." Betty begged softly.

Julien's eyes met Betty's.

"Are you sure?" Julien asked softly.

She let her fingers run through Betty's hair softly. Betty's wide eyes stayed linked with Julien's as she nodded.

"I'm sure."
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Soon, the two of them laid snuggled up close to one another. Betty had her head on Julien's chest while Julien had her arm around her.

The two were quiet for a bit. Just enjoying being in each other's presence.

"I've missed you." Betty said softly.

Julien tilted her head slightly so she could look at Betty. Betty moved slightly to meet Julien's gaze.

"I've missed you too."

The two of them stayed quiet for a bit. Just enjoying being in the presence of one another. They hadn't been this close physically in a very long time.

"Jules?" Betty asked softly.

"Hm?" 

Julien turned her attention to Betty. Her eyes piercing through Betty's. Betty let her fingers run through Juliens hair. She was nervous to ask her question. Distracting herself and building up the courage by messing with Juliens hair.

"Do you miss us? Do you miss younger us?" Betty's voice came out a bit nervous.

Julien looked to her with soft eyes. Of course she missed them. She missed all the amazing memories they had shared with one another. She missed coming home to Betty and getting to spend the whole night with her. She missed the early mornings where she would wake up before her, getting to watch her sleep peacefully. Betty had always looked like a princess in her eyes. Such a beautiful person, with a beautiful heart. Julien could feel tears start to form in her eyes. But she quickly tried to mask them. But it was no use, when Betty's eyes met hers, she started to cry.

Betty was quick to brush away the tears that fell. Letting her lips meet Juliens forehead, giving her a soft kiss.

"I'm so fucking sorry." Julien said through tears.

Betty continued to wipe away the tears, letting Julien express all the emotions she had pent up inside her head. 

After a few, Julien started to calm down a bit. Reduced to sniffles as the two continued to lay there. Her head resting on Betty's chest at this point. The sound of her heartbeat was calming in her ears.

"I want us to try again." Julien said softly.

Betty ran her fingers through her hair. Listening as she spoke. She nodded a little.

Julien glanced up at her. "I want things to be different this time. I want us to work this time."

Betty nodded again. Taking in what Julien was saying. She wanted the same thing as Julien.

"I want that too." Betty said softly.

Julien's eyes widened a bit. "Really!?"

Betty nodded with a smile. "But can we ease back into it slowly. Not rush back into a relationship."

Julien nodded. Tracing shapes on Betty's shoulder.

The two were going to figure this out. Even though they both knew it was going to be hard.

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Hi!! I know it's been forever since this story was updated. Sorry, this is kinda short. I really want to get back into writing as I've missed updating. I hope everyone is doing okay.

-Belle<33