To Be Or Not To Be

Chapter 8

The whole car ride i contemplate how im going to tell Ilyas about Ali. I mean yes he is his best friend so he could genuinely help a lot but at the same time if he tells him im screwedddd. I mean i think if i make him say wallah then he wont tell him but if he does slip up then its done. 

I know both Adam and Myra trust Ilyas and to be honest I trust Ilyas too but i dont know mannnn.

I know if Ali finds out i like him hes going to hate me because thats just the type of person he is. I recall the rumour about how Ali and alaina were a thing - which was false alhamdullilah - and apparently Ali had his own friends spread rumours that he smoked and did bad things just so alaina would stop liking him. which to be honest is kinda valid but i would cry if that ever happened to me. 

i decide that its worth the risk because without Ilyas i dont know what im going to do. 

As we pull into my cousins driveway I decide to text adam asking him for help. 

bismillah 

Ilyas, can I talk to you about something?

yeahh wsp?

well, it's about Ali... 

i think I might have feelings for him.

damnnn rlly?

he's a good guy. 

do you want any help with it

ik hes a bit hard to deal w

yes 😭

idk what to do

DWDWWW 

i gotchuuu 

Have u talked to him??

no..

like not even over text or anything

Isla 😭😭

ok here, ill get adam to make a gc or sum

for u guys to talk

but we'll need a reason for it cuz he wont

talk if the gc seems random 

that sounds like a good idea

wait hol on lemme think 

we all want to go into the medical field, right?

yeah? wb it 

dyk if Ali wants to too?

i mean kinda 

he rlly wants to go pro ball 

but if that doesnt work out then dentistry 

i think

wait this could still work tho 

right?

yeye dont stress

i got this

i quickly put my phone away contemplating fixing the jersey hijab on my head, if this was a good idea or not.