Nika Muhl x Black!FemReader
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w: dry humping in the open (?)
now playing white ferarri by frank ocean
this was it. this was final, she got drafted. you were happy for her, maybe even more. but this was the last time you'd spend time with her. no more waking up next to her, no more going out for dinner with the team.
she was leaving to seattle. you still had one more year until you graduated but this hurt. this hurts so fucking much. no more games with her, no more wins. it was all over.
you sobbed at the thought of it, she was no where to be found. you didn't want her to see you like this because it'll only make her sad and you didn't want that for her.
your sobs were quiet but not silent so if someone walked past the bathroom, nine times out of ten they heard them. your back was on the door, knees up against your chest as you just cried.
you made sure to put your braids in a low ponytail, you planned on taking them out later but that wasn't gonna get done anytime soon.
she was leaving. UConn, the team, you. no more kisses, no more hugs. it was all going too fast, you were overwhelmed. you stopped sobbing but tears were still flowing.
you and the girls agreed on taking a trip to hawaii before nika and aaliyah officially left, so you had the rest of today with nika.
"hey, has anyone seen y/n?" that made you stand up. fuck. you couldn't let anyone see you like this. "no, why?" azzi answered paige, "nika's looking for her."
you thankfully found some tear drops and put them in, making sure it didn't look like you were crying. you took your ponytail out and fixed yourself up a bit.
you came out the bathroom with a tight lipped smile. "i'm right here." paige and azzi turned towards you, full sorrow on their face. "hey, love. you doing okay?" azzi asked, she stood up and hugged you.
you hugged back tightly, a slight nod coming from you. "mhm." you guys pulled away, paige still by the counter. "nika's out back if you wanna..." you nodded your head already knowing what she meant.
you could see the sunset, it was beautiful out in hawaii. you then noticed a certain Croatian sitting on a ledge, staring at the sky. just seeing her made you emotional.
you silently walked up to her, taking a seat right next to her. she didn't bother moving, still looking at the sky. you copied her, silence taking over. you guys couldn't speak. if you did, it felt like the moment would vanish.
"it's nice out here, hm?" nika looked over at you, you were still looking at the beautiful colors that painted the sky above. "yes, it is." your voice was slightly raspy, all that crying you did took a toll on you.
nika noticed this. she looked back up at the sky, "you were crying." you looked down at your thighs then looked at the girl next to you. she had her hair down, her tattoos on full display.
"why wouldn't i be, nik?" a big sigh left your mouth, you were still staring at your girlfriend. she finally looked at you, you both having intense eye contact.
"don't." she grabbed your hand, "don't cry, i'm right here." your eyes started to burn, a slight quiver to your lips as you spoke.
"not for long, nika. you're leaving." you looked down at your intertwined hands and quickly back up at her. "it hurts but i know it's for the best. i know you're gonna succeed." you didn't notice how close you guys got until you put your free hand on her lap.
she relaxed at your touch. "God, i'm gonna miss you." you can see her eyes getting watery, a tint of pink on her cheeks. "i'm gonna miss you too, my love." you told her back. she put a few braids behind your ear and just admired your face.
the amazing warm weather mixed with the sky made things feel more relaxed. even though she was leaving, you were happy she was here, right now with you.
after moments of admiration, nika used her amazing accent she knows you love. "Moj slatki anđele." you chuckled, a tear slipped. you looked down at your girlfriends lips, they were a rosy pink, a small frown. you looked back at her eyes. "i wanna kiss you, nik," she smiled at this, "i wanna make sure this is the best moment of us out here in hawaii."
"then do it."
that made you softly slam your lips against hers. it was a slow but soft kiss, a lot of meaning to it. she gripped your waist, pulling you closer. eventually you ended up on her lap, straddling her waist.
her hands made their way to your butt, slightly squeezing it making you let out a noise only you two could hear.
she then started guiding your hips back and forth on her, the friction making you hot. you then realized y'all were still outside. "out here?" you whispered against her lips. "so what? fuck it."
the grip on your butt got tighter, the grinding going faster. "fuck, nika." you gripped on her hair, making her groan.
you both had on shorts so the feeling was ten times better. "are you close?" she whispered, a slight whine to her voice. you nodded eagerly, you can tell she was also close.
she was grinding up against you, making it feel so good. her grip on you was starting to falter, letting you know she was gonna orgasm soon.
"shit shit shit." she started saying some words in Croatian, you loved it. everything was so beautiful, it get amazing. your moans got louder, nika eyes widen and covered your mouth.
"shh.. oh fuck." you both were coming as the movements slowed down. you both smiled and giggled, this was the first time y'all did something like this.
but you glad you did, you both were.
she was leaving, but she'll always be there with you. no matter if it was physically or not.
"i love you, nika." she kissed you one more time, "i love you too, y/n. so fucking much." you two
might be in different areas but you'll never forget each other.
this made me cry.. except the end
erm google translate sucks ASS so idk if those were really the right words
enjoy loves, byeee
