My mother had become pregnant while unmated with me and was shunned from her pack for not getting rid of me and now it looked like history was about to repeat itself with me but this time I might have found me knight in shining armour.
That night I don't sleep a wink, I also don't leave the room again because I was worried about running into someone else, I of course wanted to see Theodore again but I could already tell he was embarrassed by me and I didn't want to make the situation any worse by roaming around the building and running into other pack members who didn't know the situation.
The first person I saw was Anna again who came to bring me breakfast, I was thankful for the company as the couple of hours since I had seen Theodore had felt like forever when there was nothing do to do but clock watch. The only issue is that I knew that Anna must be the only person who know most of the truth, I felt restricted but once again, werewolves were never alone - we are always found in big groups. Even rogues tend to work in a pack formation but just with less restrictions, therefore it had been super hard when I moved into my own home after being kicked out of the pack but I always surrounded myself with people even if they weren't werewolves.
"How are you feeling?" she smiles handing me the food which I instantly started to eat quickly
"I'm okay - I would really like to see Theodore" I say trying to make it not a big deal in a hopes she didn't realise how desperate I was to see him again.
"You've already seen him right? I'm guessing last night?" she asks with a knowingly smile
"Yeah, how did you know?" I ask with a small laugh
"You didn't know his name yesterday and now you do" she shrugs like its the most obvious thing in the world
"You're observant" I smile to her - I already know I really like this girl, she looks like she'd never say a bad word against anyone. Anna does a mock bow while I laugh again, just simple interaction with this girl had already lifted my spirits.
"I'm guessing you've been told not to take me to Theodore or to go and get him for me but I need to know what is happening. If he really isn't interested in me, I'd like to go home and the sooner I know the better" I sigh where as Anna's eyes widen
"You can't go home - he needs you!" she exclaims hanging onto my arm but I shake her off annoyed
"You're telling me that if you found your mate and he wanted to hide you away because he was ashamed of you that you'd happily accept it? He can't even bare to look at me" I point out - the look on Anna's face tells me she agrees with me but can't bring herself to say it because she knows what she is meant to say to keep me here
"He loves you already, if he was that ashamed and embarrassed like you seem to think so then surely he would just reject you? It will take time to get used to things but he will come to terms with it" Anna smiles rubbing my arm comfortingly
"I'm not so sure, I just need to speak to him but he won't even come to me to talk" I say angrily throwing one of the pillows on my lap at the wall - it was the least intimidating thing I could've done but it helped me
"I'm going to go and do some training and I won't be back for a couple of hours to bring you dinner - Now I cant tell you exactly where the Alph... where Theodore's office is but if you go to the end of the hall and up the stairs - right to the very top you should find what it is you're looking for" she says leaving the room "Good luck" she says with a wink before closing the door behind her
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I get dressed into some baggy clothes that I found in the draws beside my bed, I knew that my protruding bump kept reminding Theodore that I was in fact pregnant with another mans baby so I tried to cover it up as much as possible so that we could at least have one proper conversation.
I followed the directions that Anna had given me and sure enough once I had got to the top of stairs there was only one door along the long corridor. I listened out as much as I could and when I was sure I could only hear one heart beat and no talking I knocked on the door softly, no reply.
I pushed the heavy door open and when I walked in, Theodore wasn't even looking at who came in, he seemed totally engrossed in what he was doing but I saw his nose flair before his head snaps up clearly just catching my scent.
"What are you doing here?" he asks almost angrily but I can also see he is somewhat happy to see me
"We need to talk" I say sounding much more confident that I felt
"There is nothing that needs saying" he shrugs looking back down at the paperwork in front of him
"Good" I fake smile before starting to walk out of the door "I'm going home then, it was nice meeting you Theodore"
I don't even get half way down the stairs when Theodore grabs my arm and drags me back to his office much my to my protests, he isn't hurting and he knows he isn't other wise he would let go but he does loosen his grip on my arm slightly just for his piece of mind. Once we get back into his office he sits me down in the chair opposite his desk, its only then that I start to look around the office properly and something starts to dawn on my but I shake it off thinking it couldn't be possible.
"You're not going anywhere" he growls his eyes turning a light shade of red as his anger grows
"I don't want to be hidden in a room where you don't even want to see me - I made a mistake by getting pregnant but I can't change that so you either accept it and I will stay or you let me go" I demand but the mere though of never seeing Theodore again makes me feel sick
"You don't tell me what to do, I tell you!" Theodore yells placing each hand on the arm of the chair I am sat on so he can lean over me intimidatingly
"I hate this!" I yell using the little force I had to push Theodore in the chest and he doesn't even move
"You're not going home and I will make sure of that - Damon!" Theodore shouts
Within seconds a man with blonde hair walks in, he looks in great shape and from the way I see Theodore looking at him, I know he trusts him completely.
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"Yes Alpha?" he says eyeing me up and down causing a low growl from Theodore to which he holds his hands up in defence
Alpha... FUCK
Even I know I would never be able to leave Theodore with him being an Alpha, it could kill just a normal werewolf to loose their mate but everything is 10 times worse when it is an Alpha, also Theodore could loose his position and be kicked out the pack if he looses me because it could be seen that the Moon Godess who pairs people up as mates decided that Theodore wasn't good enough for a mate meaning he wouldn't be able to be a good Alpha.
"Take my friend here back to her room and wait outside of it until further notice, she is not to leave the room under any circumstances and the only person allowed in is me, you and Anna" Theodore explains while I look between them - they were talking as if I wasn't even there
"Do I have any say in this?" I ask already knowing the answer
"No, now go with Damon" Theodore says walking back round to his desk to sit down and carry on like he had been doing when I first walked in like nothing had even happened
I stand up and walk back to my room with Damon, there was no point fighting it right now because I knew I wouldn't win but I also wasn't going to give up - I was going to find a way out of here and make Theodore realise what he would be missing if I was to leave. I had to think of my baby before anyone else even myself and Theodore.
