part 30 ~ can't breathe

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    《Honestly, yes》I emphasized the first word. A cold wind blew through my bones, I shivered. However, I looked away. I couldn't look at him in the eyes if he would tell me it was going to be over between us.

    《I'm gonna be honest with you, so listen carefully》he breathed out unsure.  --《You want to sit down first?》

    《No, I'm good》I lied.


    《Lexi was the first girl I brought home, as I was sure she was the one. I don't know why. I didn't know how being loved felt like, that's probably why I stayed with her for all those years. She would never go to trips with us, or play with us, or cook, or dance, or literally anything. She would just sit down and scroll through her phone, but it was fine by me until Alex scolded me big time》

    I listened carefully to each and every word he spoke, my heart dropping every thirty seconds. Maybe I did need to sit down, huh.

    《She made me realize how much of what we had was fake》he continued,《I don't know why she stayed with me for that long, but she did. And after the break-up there's been times in which I cried because I thought I missed her》

    I sucked in a sharp breath, hurting for both him being in pain for her and me being in pain for him.

    《Then you came along》he added quietly. I gazed at him with teary eyes and gulped. --《You look at me in that way.. like I'm your whole world. You cuddle me because you want to, not because I ask you to. You want to do things with me, you would literally spend the whole day and night with me. You don't care if your hair gets wet in the rain, or dirty in the sand. You sit on the grass everywhere we go, without caring about how your pants would get ruined》

    《Matt》I breathed out with shaking voice, it almost felt like my heart was doing backflips inside my chest.

    《Let me finish please, I need to get this off my chest》his beautiful hazel eyes were stuck on me as he gently grabbed my hands and carried me on the wooden surface next to him. --《You're surreal, Olive. When I'm with you I feel things I didn't think possible. All my friends love you, expecially Harry. My sisters love you, my mom loves you, my dad loves you. You travelled miles just so you could be with me, and you would do that over again. You left everything for me, baby girl. And I truly, genuinely, love you

    Tears started rolling down my warm cheeks as he spoke. I couldn't believe those words were actually coming out from his mouth. --《I love you more than words can explain, kobie》he whispered as he instantly pulled me to him in a quick movement and rushed his lips on mine.

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GirlsOnly💟

You added HarryGuy💘

Ollie🐣
So this thing happened and I can't breathe

Alex💖
WHAT DID HE DO THIS TIME

HarryGuy💘
Little thing what's wrong??

Ollie🐣
So um he was all sad and everything so I asked him what was wrong and he told me Lexi texted him and asked him to get back together

Alex💖
SHE DID NOT!!!!😡

Gracie👰
THAT'S IT I'M KILLING HER

Ollie🐣
So I asked him what he wanted to do about that and he started a kind of speech

Alex💖
OH HELL NO!!!
I'M JUST GONNA KILL HIM
WHO NEEDS A BROTHER ANYWAY

HarryGuy💘
I'm scared

Ollie🐣
He told me all about what they did together and how much he cared about her and all that stuff

Gracie👰
Are you serious???😦
I'm shocked

Alex💖
OHMYGOD HE CAN'T BE THAT STUPID

Ollie🐣
But at some point he stopped and went like "then you came along"

HarryGuy💘
Go ahead girlie, we're listening💕

Ollie🐣
He started saying things like "you don't care if your hair gets wet in the rain" or "you cuddle me because you want to not because I ask you to"

Gracie👰
Okay maybe I'll let him live

Alex💖
Wait I'm lost, where are you rn?

Ollie🐣
I'm um wandering around
I left when he fell asleep
I don't know how I feel about all this I just can't breathe and idk

HarryGuy💘
So wait he turned the speech in your favor, right? Because if he didn't I'm suing him

Ollie🐣
He did
And it was beautiful but there's this thing he said that keeps haunting me and I don't know what to do with myself. I can't cope with that.

Alex💖
What did he say😩

Ollie🐣
He said he thought Lexi was the one. And then he said he thinks I am the one. And it just breaks my heart cause idk.

HarryGuy💘
Ollie no.
Olive please listen to me
He thought Lexi was the one because she was the first girl to actually show interest in him, he didn't know better
You get this?

Ollie🐣
What if he thinks I'm the one only because he doesn't know better?

HarryGuy💘
Olive seriously that's not the case
Please listen to me
I'm calling you, pick up

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