Chapter Twenty-Three.

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Uggh. Sorry! I'm So Late. I've had terrible writers block which means this chapter is probably gonna suck. But we're getting closer to the end! I think I might mash up two chapters in this one so....3 chapters left! If not then 4!' ah! Thank again for all the reads/votes/comments! Means so much to me! An after this book finish's I might start on Life Of A Lonely Girl if not ill delete it an start again on a new story!(: anyways! Onwards to the reading!!

- Thing 2.

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Mariah's P.O.V

*its been two weeks*

I slowly opened my eyes to see nothing but darkness I gave out a cough an whined from the pain from my chest I wonder what time it was...I took the blankets off of me an slowly got up, I got a dizzy an stayed still, it went away I let my feet touch the cold ground I walked towards the restroom when I heard snoring an I got a bit scared I walked a bit faster every move aching I turned the restroom light on to see Zayn in a chair asleep I gave a sigh of relief I went in an closed the door I sighed looking at myself in the mirror. I grew even more smaller then before. I got tears in my eyes but they wouldn't fall I wouldn't let them I then looked at the clock in here '3:02 am' I guess I better go back to sleep....I shut the light out an closed the door walking back my vision a bit blurry "no........Mariah!! Please dont leave me........" I got more tears in my eyes....he was probably imagining me dying....each day I'm slowly dying my heart beating slower till the day it stops an I'm gone. No more Julian....no laughs,smiles,yelling, nothing. I went back into the bed an covered myself an kept thinking

' March 3rd. The Day I Leave. '

An I slowly drifted off to sleep.

* morning *

"Mariah...." I felt some poking which ached a lot "oww..." I mumbled "sorry...come on, get up babe, there serving breakfast" he said "just leave me to die..." I mumbled back an all I heard was silence "Don't ever say that. " he said an I frowned an opened my eyes to see him with tears ready to fall "just don't....." an I nodded an closed my eyes "but come on Babe....it's 10:48" an I groaned "Okai," I said an he poked me one last time an went to the restroom

* 5 hours later *

We were back in my room while we waited for the boys an Julian to come we had just finished eating lunch an we were watching some show on the t.v 'knock knock' "there here" Zayn said an went to the door he opened it an 4 boys came in with Julian on Liam's back smiling "Mommy!!" Liam let him down an he came running to me "I missed you mommy! Here!! I made you this!" he said smiling an handed me a paper "I love you mommy get better soon" as I read the paper which made me smile "thank You Julian!" I said an he smiled even more "Hi guys" I said an they all waved "so how has it been going?" Liam asked an I frowned "terrible.." an he nodded understanding "we brought actual food with your favorite movies!" Louis said smiling "Zayn told us Cat In The Hat Was your favorite kid movie it took forever to find but we have it!" Niall said an I smiled "you didn't have to" I said "no! It's our duty to make you smile!" they all said an I heard Julian giggle "you guys said 'Duty!'" an I started laughing as much as it hurted I kept laughing Louis then when over an put the movie in an started passing out the food I was still a bit hungry so I ate again

* 2 hours later *

It was around 5:00 ish an we had just finished watching the movie "I like this movie mommy!" Julian said smiling "me to!" I said smiling back "well, it was nice seeing you again but we have to get going...including Zayn...Simon wants to see us but I'll go drop Julian off Bye Mariah" Liam said an everyone started getting out Zayn came an walked over an gave me a kiss to the forehead "bye Love. If you need anything. Just call me Okai?" I nodded an he smiled "bye mommy!" Julian yelled an He took Zayn's hand an they walked out an I just sat there "probably the last time I'll ever see Julian..." I said to myself an sighed I just closed my eyes, after a few minutes I drifted off to sleep

*fast forward to February 28*

(Urmmm...I have to fast forward time a lot...)

Mariah's P.O.V

' 3 More Days Mariah. ' I told myself over an over. It was close an my heart started getting slower an slower it was still beating. But not like it use to I had many white cells at this point an the treatment they were giving me seemed to not work anymore Zayn had been busy so I haven't seen him its just been me by myself crying every night alone in the dark. I had really nothing to live for anymore I always had a negative mind telling myself your gonna die , etc. might as well not lie to myself an tell myself that I won't. 'knock knock' an the door opened slowly to see my doctor "Hello Ms.Jackson" he said but I nodded 'no' "you can call me Mariah" my voice had cracked at the end "well....your heart is getting very slow..you have more white cells then red...we didn't want to ever do this...but we're giving you a option if you would like to end it sooner..,just to sleep forever......" an he flipped pages on his thing an I thought for a second "no...I'll just .....stay...." I said the doctor nodded then left I wanted to.....but then I don't....these past weeks I've been having battles with my mind an heart. My mind tells me yes but my heart tells me no. I looked to the clock on the wall '5:59'. I sighed. Another day without Zayn exactly at 6:00 visiting hours were over I grabbed the phone an ordered my dinner, I waited quietly an heard a knock they came in with the food

Zayn's P.O.V

I was sitting in the couch with Julian watching Toy Story...well...he was...I was to busy thinking about Mariah...I haven't seen her since long...it's been killing me an I miss her like crazy...but today's the 28th...an I've been so busy at the studio...I haven't got a time to go... I wonder how she's doing...how she's handling it...so many pop into my head one by one, "daddy?" Julian asks an I turn towards him "yes Julian?" I ask an he smiles "can we order pizza?" he asks an I smile "sure!"

A/N: Heello!( sorry for the late update! Been busy with school am have had terrible writers block! An if I can I'll write more later!!(: an yeh. I mashed two chapters up, so Three chapters left! Nooooo. But thank you again for reading!:D

Have A Fabulouis Day!(; >.> Heehe.

ByeeByee!(:

P.s. I'll be fast forwarding time just for the next chapter only!

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