TOXIC OBSESSION || JJK.

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Hot,
It was heat everywhere..which i hated the most.
Feeling heat, i hated summers too.

And right now along with feeling hot.., i was having this weird craving for something.

Something or perhaps someone i didn't know of.

What was it? that i was in desperate need of?

What was it that i was craving for so badly?

I could feel my body trembling and sweating, i got rid of every blanket.

I got rid of all of my clothes not looking at my surroundings,

I could hear hwasa's voice, but i didn't have the energy to speak to her properly or to look at her,

"...s-o..so h-ot"

What was happening to me? This wasn't any fever,
Weird..what has happened with my life?

"..Y/n..b-aby.."
Hwasa spoke.

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"..w-h-at is....ha-ppe-ning....?"
I asked in whisper voice.

"..oh god..y/n-ie..,"
Hwasa spoke again while crying.

Was i dying?
I wouldn't be surprised if i really am about to die,
My life is fucked up,i knew.

"...y-ou will be okay., i promise you will."

She caressed my cheek while crying.

"..y-ou..you..are in preheat...y-/n.."

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"H-uh?"

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She nodded.

"....W-ho..-w?"

H-how could i? Hwasa told me about werewolves biology alot, so i knew what heat and rut cycles were.

But is she? Is she drunk? How..? I'm a human,

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Am i not?

"..i..i..y/n..m-aybe..it's just..it's..maybe it's because..you are a werewolf's mate...,.i..i don't know..how is it possible either, i have no idea what is happening and why this is happening..,
I'm s-orry."

"..b-ut I'm here..eonnie is here.., you'll be alright..i will take care of y-ou..,"

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"..n-no...no..y-ou..you..know..it's not ..how!, t-ell me..wh-at will ha-ppen to me whe-n i am in h-eat,"

She didn't speak and kept crying,

"T-ell me!"

"Once you enter..your heat..fu-lly.., you'll be..you..won't..be in control of y-ourself..you'll..want..to be with him..at any cost. Your..body..won't be able to control it..you will be craving his touches..you'll be forced to..to..get..intimate,you won't want anyone near you except him..,.fu-ck!"

"..I'm s..sorry, i..if he smells you like this..even if it's just preheat, he will loose control..,..it can even...trigger his rut as well, ...we need to leave..we can't be here..y/n..your..parents are here..i-i have no idea what to do.."

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"W-e..also don't know if..going outside is safe, there can be werewolves anywhere.., unmated ones will..want to find you."

I looked at the ceiling dumbfounded..,

"..o-k..ok..first..,..l-lets take a bath you are sweating h-eavily, cold shower will help a little. Come."