Theher Jaa

#28

VIVIDHA'S POV

I lay on the bed silently crying. 30 mins passed by, I heard the door open. I quickly closed my eyes pretending to sleep. Its probably Ved.
I felt depression on my bed, He slept beside me. I felt his hand exactly beside me....I know the mattress is wet from my tears.

"Ro rahi ho."

He said tapping my should. He was making a statement..He wasn't asking. Probably he isn't even concerned.!
I didn't answer. I felt him hold my arm, I tried pushing him away. I kept my eyes close but I felt him being very close.

"Ved pls jaao yaha se! Aaj keliye bohot hogaya hai, just go!"

"Vividha..."

He said trying to calm me down as I opened my eyes kept resisting him. I got up. He did too. We were on our knees on the bed

"Ved go away please!"

"I shouldn't have yelled at you."

"But you did soo please go..go..go!"

My voice broke as I screamed. He pulled me closer to him. I wanted to push him away but I had not energy. I broke down. I sooooo don't want to cry in front of him. He hugged me and caressed my hair.

"Don't do it Ved! Don't do it."

I cried. I kept hitting his chest..

"Please just let me be here."

"Jaao na yaar!"

I left a muffed yell. He held me tight and kept calming me down.
What is he?
Why is he like this?
He would push me away but still pull me into him...again and again and again!

"Vividha I crossed my limits. I am sorry. I didn't mean to scare you."

I pushed him away

"Ofc you meant to scare me. And guess what you are successfull. Please leave me alone."

I said point my index finger.

"No I didn't mean to scare or hurt you."

"You don't need a psychologist, you need psychiatrist"

I yelled. I tried getting down bed from the opposite side. I fell his arm being wrapped aroud my waist and he pulled me to him. My back sticking to his chest. It felt like I was sitting on his lap.

"Ved!"

"Please forgive me"

"You are just like every other toxic man! You would first fuck it all up and then fall on your knees for forgiveness"

He had no words. He just held me tightly, not letting me move

"Main abhi chali jaati hu Ved. Chodo mujhe."

"Matt jao"

"Chodo mujhe. Tumhari takat tum 30 min pehle dikha chuke ho. Infact 2 baar pehle bhi dikha chuke ho. Tumhe aur kya prove karna hai? Jaane do mujhe"

He left my waist and sat in front of me. He holded my palms

"Tumhe cheekhna hai, chillana hai, maarna hai, ladna hai, rona hai jo karna hai karo bass mujhe chodkar matt jao"

How does he say all after doing all of that!

"I don't even want to look at you. Please just leave me alone yaar."

He left my palms and slept on the endest end of the bed.

"Main kuch nahi bolunga, haath nahi lagaunga. Bass yaha sounga. "

Uggghhhhh this man. I didn't want to fight so I slept too.

The next thing I remember is bright sunlight, A bad headache, unexpectedly good skin, swollen eyes, Ved's hands over my head to my shoulder and him sleeping soundly.
I got off the bed. I didn't even look back at him. Went to my room. The room like how I left it last night. My bag half filled.
I filled my suitcase. Wore a grey kurta with same grey pants.
I walked down to hall, Maa, Papa and Veer were having breakfast and....Rudra was also there...
Atleast someone is getting laid!

"Good Morning Bhabz"

Rudra and Veer said together to which I chuckled.

"Vivi, yeh suitcase kiss liye?"

Papa asked.

"Bhabz mayke jaa rahi hai."

Veer said as I had instructed him.

"Ohh! Aaram se rehna aur jitna time rehna ho rehna. And this doesn't mean we wont miss you. We would okayyy"

Maa said with a cute face.

"Good Morning."

I heard Ved's voice.

"Aree Ved! Abhi takk sherwani mein hi hai"

I looked back at him while he yawned and looked at himself.

"Haa woh thaak gaya tha toh aise hi so gaya"

He saw my bag and his yawn disappered.

"Where are you going?"

He asked

"Tumne bataya nahi Ved ko?"

Papa asked.

"Bataya toh tha. Bag bhi toh tumne hi pack ki hai na Ved.."

I said with a fake smile. I could see guilt in his eyes.

"Ved beta, Vividha ko drop karke aaja."

Ved looked at me.

"No. Veer'll drop her."

He went up.

"Isko kya hua?"

Maa asked.

"Shayad miss karne wala hoga..issiliye thoda sad hogaya."

I looked up at my room's door, I eyes shifted a bit and I saw Ved standing there, looking down to me. His face was plain. He was gripping the railings I could tell.

Veer, me and Rudra sat in the car. Rudra also wanted to be dropped at his place.

"So Bhabz, Ghar nahi jaa rahi toh kaha jaa rahi ho?"

Veer asked.

"Ek vila book kiya hai, location send kar diya hai tumhe, take me there"

Veer started following the map.

"So Rudra...where did you guys meet?"

"In a gay club in Goa."

Rudra said excitedly.

"Spent the night together?"

I asked naughtily

"Which? Yesterday's aur the night we met?"

Rudra asked.

"Like its gonna make any difference?"

"Yup! No difference. We did spent the night together"

Veer said as he laughed. We reached, Rudra, like a good boy took out my suitcase.

"Awww someone wants brownie points!"

I said slapping his arm. Rudra blushed.

"Bhabz, Anything you need. Call me."

"Yup!"

Veer and Rudra left. I opened the door to the villa. It was better than expected.
I unpacked my bag remembering how Ved packed it.
God! Just make everything better!
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I love Ved and Vividha...Do you?
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