Moonlight

32

•Am I allowed to cry?•

Inayat's pov~

Farhaan's real parents agree to stay with us till tomorrow, i asked them to sit down on couch and they did.

"By the way what's your name?" I said "I'm Ishita and he's kabir my husband" ishita said, I nodded, I looked at stairs as I heard farhaan's foot steps, he ran towards me and atharva, atharva instantly wrapped his arms around him.

I caressed his cheek and went to kitchen and poured milk in a glass and put jam on bread.

I came back and forward it to farhaan which he gladly take it, atharva helped his to eat his meals "mumma who are they?" Farhaan asked me pointing his finger at Ishita and Kabir.

I heartbeat increased, I glance at ishita and Kabir who was smiling at Farhaan "th-they are my friends" I said and looked at ishika and Kabir, they looked at each other and then smiled at me.

Farhaan nodded and continue eating "mumma im going to raj chachu's room" he said as he finished bread "you didn't drink milk" I said, farhaan immediately jumper from Atharva's lap and was about to rum away but atharva caught him.

"Don't disobey your mumma rhaan" Atharva spoke softly, farhaan stare at him and shook his head dramatically "Mumma ke chamche" he said and picked glass and drink milk while making faces.

I chuckled softly at them, farhaan left as he drink his milk, I looked back at Ishita and Kabir "im sorry but I wasn't able to tell him-" Ishita cut me in between "it's okay I can understand" she smiled softly.

I nodded and stood up "let me show you, your room" they nodded and followed me.

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I entered in my room, I saw atharva looking at photo frame of his farhaan and i.

I closed the door and stood behind him, sensing someone's presence he turns behind and saw me, his eyes were red "were you crying ?" I asked him, he shook his head and looked other side.

I hold his hand and stare at his face "we can't be selfish, they are his real parents, they suffered alot too, we-we have to let farhaan go" I said as a tear rolled down.

He took his lower lip between his teeth and placed another hand on his face "I don't want him to go away from me, from us"

He turned his head towards me with his hand on his eyes, i immediately hugged him and wrapped my arms around him in response he too placed his hands on my waist and Buried his in my neck, I placed my head on his chest hearing to his heartbeats.

"He'll not go anywhere, he'll in our heart" i patted his back, memories run through my head.

I drove my car toward orphanage after years, I entered inside orphanage and saw children running here and there, a wide smile appear on my face, I walked forward with smile on my face, my eyes searched for a little boy.

'he must start speaking now' I thought in my mind, I went to owner's office and give her gift to distrub in children, I came out from her office after sometime, I looked here and there, every each kid come and meet me but where is he?

I saw a boy sitting in a corner playing with sand, brown hairs, blue eyes just like me, hands covered with sand "farhaan" I whispered and walked towards him, I named him farhaan when I saw and now everyone in orphanage call him farhaan.