Just Go With It

Fuck This

Megan's POV:

I pull into my apartment building, still thinking about everything that just happened. I am definitely going to need a change of panties... That's the second damn time he's done this to me. He really knows how to push just the right buttons. I walk up to my apartment door looking around for Christian's car, hoping he didn't come back to my place after class. Looks like I'm good to go, because I need a little bit of time to myself to just relax and do my homework.

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I look over at my phone 7 pm... Damn, I've been studying for a while. Anything I can do to keep my mind off Noah. I was about to lay my phone back down and go grab a snack when it buzzes with a text message.

Julia: I'm calling you in 10 minutes whether you like it or not to talk about Mr. Noah and yes, I figured out his name, but I need to know more! Don't neglect your bestie... :(

I look down at her text, laughing in my head knowing she won't stop until I tell her everything. I hear movement from the living room and the tv turning on... most likely Christian letting himself in. Ugh, maybe I need to have the break up talk with him... Or just talk to him and give us a chance to fix things? I don't know what to do anymore. All I know is my hormones are running wild and I have to do something about it. I text Julia back, before heading out to talk to Christian.

To Julia: I'll call you in 5 minutes... I really need to talk anyways, ugh.

I walk out to the living room, searching my mind for what to say to Christian. Am I being an awful person? Am I awful for not wanting him anymore? I'm going to speak, when he beats me to it.

"Hey babe! You mind if I crash here tonight? There's a Fortnite tournament tonight and I wanted to do it on your big screen." I roll my eyes. regretting ever buying that 70'' TV. I should have known it would only encourage people to overstay their welcome. Now I don't know what to say. Do I confront him or not? Fuck, just forget it. Maybe I should just suck it up.

"Oh okay... yeah that's fine. I have a lot of homework to do anyways." I manage to pull out a fake smile, while lying about my homework. At least it will keep him from bothering me while I talk with Julia about all this.

"I'm just going to grab some food from the fridge and head back to my room to work on a paper." Wow, there comes another lie... It's only the second day of class why would you already have a paper due? He must not be paying attention to anything I'm saying because he doesn't catch my bad lie and just looks at me and smiles.

"Okay, I'll be out here on the Xbox if you need me." I walk back to my room, ignoring him after grabbing some pasta salad and a water out of the fridge. There is nothing I need that he could help me with... Maybe Noah could help me though... Fuck, I need to call Julia. I need to figure out what the hell I should do. I sit on my bed pulling out my phone to call her. She immediately answers, almost like she was waiting by the phone for me to call. Hell, she probably was.

"Okay time to spill your guts Meg. Who is Noah? Are you fucking him? Is it good? Does Christian know??" She riddles off questions, getting more excited with each question.

"Calm down Juls. No. We aren't fucking, but we did flirt a little at the party." I hesitate, wondering whether or not I should tell her about my attempts to tease him in class today... Or that he did it right back to me.

"Yessss. I have been waiting for this... You need some dick, because you have not been yourself for a while. I'm just saying. A best friend just knows." I roll my eyes, as I throw myself back on the bed laughing.