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Zoey's POV

Ke'shaun's body dropped and I couldn't believe what was happening. I dropped on my knees and kept pressure on his wounds.

"Javon! Dre! C- can you help me get him to the car" I said not tryna fully break down

Trinity just stood there and watched us carry Ke'shauns body. Once we got them in the car my ex stopped me.

"You ruined my life. You made me become insecure. You beat on me and you just shot the love of my life." I said yelling and crying in his face

"He's not the love of your life! I am!" He yelled in her face and then he ran off without another word.

"Let's go Zoey!" Dre said

I looked over to them in the car and ran as fast as I could. Soon as we pulled off everyone started to come out the school building.

Ke'shaun was laying on my lap and I was keeping pressure on his wounds.

"Baby. don't leave me ok. I love you so much just don't die on me please" I said with tears falling out of my hands

...

In 5 minutes we rushed into the hospital with Ke'shaun. They hurriedly rushed Ke'shaun to the back. I tried to push through the doctors to go with him but they yanked me back.

"Calm down Zoey please" Trinity said grabbing onto me

I snatched my arm from her.

"Don't tell me to fucking calm down. My soulmate is in the hospital fighting for his life right now!"

She turned to Javon and he immediately comforted her.

Fuck ass crybaby

I sat down and started having a panic attack. I couldn't breathe anymore. I fell to the ground.

"Zoey! Aye we need a doctor!" Dre yelled

I looked up at the ceiling and slowly closed my eyes thinking about Ke'shaun.

...

I slowly opened my eyes squinting at the beaming bright light. I looked at my surroundings and I was in a hospital bed. All I could constantly hear was..

Beep

Beep

Beep

"Hey sissy, are you ok?" Dasha said crying and rubbing her pregnant stomach

"I-I'm. Ca-can I get some water. Mouth dry" I said barely able to talk

"Oh hold on" she got up and grabbed a water bottle

I grabbed it and slowly took multiple gulps and then my mind went to Him.

"Wait Ke'shaun!" I said lifting up trying to get up

"Relax Zoe he's in surgery and the doctors are working as best as they can. You need to relax" She said

I sighed and leaned back onto the hospital bed.

...

10:55pm

I was trying to sleep in my bed but the incident kept replaying in my head. I felt like I was going crazy. I sat up and looked at my momma sleep in the chair.

Dasha, my momma and Emoni been taking turns with me in the hospital. I couldn't leave officially til tomorrow.

"Hey baby, you ok?" My mom asked shifting herself in the chair

"Physically yes"

"What about mentally?" She asked calmly

I sighed trying not to start crying. 

"Um I just feel like I lost the other half of my heart. The whole thing keeps replaying in my head and I just feel like I'm going crazy mama"

"It's all my fault I should've did more to prevent this.. once he wakes up he's gonna hate me and I don't think I would be able to handle it" I continued

She rested her hand on my arm. I swear I saw a tear slip out her eyes.

"Listen to me zoey Marie. None of this is your fault and he's not gonna hate you. He probably loves you as much as you love him. Everything is gonna be ok. To find the rainbow their is always gonna be a little rain at the end" she said

I took her words In to consideration.

He's gonna be ok. I'm gonna be ok and we're gonna see the rainbow in the end.

"Did you go see him?"

She shook her head

"He's still in surgery?" I asked her

"Yea" she said

Her phone starting ringing. She picked it up with a smile on her face.

"Hello" she said in her sweet voice

Who the fuck?

I stopped being nosy and closed my eyes trying to go to sleep.

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