three a.m. | jeon jungkook

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my bestie💜

me
hey yeona, you up?
read at 8:10AM

my bestie💜
hi what's up?

my bestie💜
wait why are you up so early? did it not go well with jungkook last night??

me
it actually went well. a bit too well i think..

my bestie💜
omg tell me everything

me
i slept at his place

my bestie💜
>]WHAT

me
and we kinda made out

my bestie💜
OH MY GOD WDYM KINDA

my bestie💜
HOW WAS IT

my bestie💜
WAS IT WITH TONGUE OR NOT

me
the kiss itself was literally perfect

me
but no tongue tho, you know i don't like using tongue on the first kiss sjshsjsh

my bestie💜
omggggg

my bestie💜
wait where did y'all make out

me
on his couch

my bestie💜
OMFGGG

my bestie💜
how did y'all end up making out 🙈

me
you really want all the details don't you😭

my bestie💜
duhhh, i told you everything i did with mark when i dated him

me
trueee, shit was hella wild

me
so we were gonna watch a horror movie and then he took my pillow bc i was hiding behind it. i tried grabbing the pillow from him but i fell on top of him instead and then i just went for it

my bestie💜
FORREAL???

my bestie💜
nah cause what in the kdrama

me
LMAO

me
we stopped making out after a while tho cause i like, lowkey freaked out

my bestie💜
oh no why?

me
idk i just started thinking abt how he's probably too good for me, and it was just too good to be true

me
the situation also kinda made me think about jaehyun..

my bestie💜
oh nahh honey we do not speak of that man ever again

my bestie💜
why'd you suddenly think of that jerk? is it cause he was the last person you kissed?

me
you know me so well lololol

me
but yeah it just kinda hit me that i haven't kissed anyone since jaehyun

me
other than that, i started thinking about jimin  too and how i fucked up our friendship

my bestie💜
okay first of all, fuck jaehyun

my bestie💜
i know he was your first boyfriend and everything, but he was a dick and cheated on you. you deserve to be loved, and there is no such thing as someone being too good for you, hana.

my bestie💜
and have you even spoken to jimin about how you really feel? i know he probably wants to talk to you too, and it wouldn't hurt to reach out to each other

me
awww yeona...thank you so much. that means a lot, and i know that i deserve love, but i just can't help but overthink shit sometimes

my bestie💜
girl you really gotta stop overthinking everything

me
i knowww, it's something i need to work on but with the whole jimin thing i just can't help it. i acted like a jerk to him, and i even lied to him

me
and now that he's gone all cold towards me i just feel bad

my bestie💜
then tell him exactly what you just wrote right now

my bestie💜
you guys have been best friends for as long as we have known each other, and i can't stand you both acting this way anymore. neither does hobi.

my bestie💜
so please, just talk to him already and make up.

me
okay, i'll reach out to him later today. i promise

me
and thank you again for the advice and for literally everything

my bestie💜
ofc hun