Shadow Of Love (taekook)

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Seeing rini crying like that jungkook also started praying to return his bear,, to return an innocent child's father..

jungkook kept patting rini's head with tears pooling in his doe eyes and soon she fall asleep. He tucked her in taehyung's bed ..

Jungkook opened one of taehyung's cupboard and took out his shirt,, his eyes filled with hot tears when he realised the shirt still has taehyung's scent he hugged that shirt tightly,,

he remember the  scent like it's just tomorrow when he hugged him for the last time seven years ago,,

taehyung's every kiss , every touch was still carved on his soul and body ..

They wasted most precious years of their life and now taehyung is gone too far away,, he clucthed the shirt hard on his chest and started wailing ,,

he cried and cried until the shirt in his hand got wet,, his eyes trailed towards the wall where a number of pictures were placed,,

his lips turned a slight upward when he saw picture of him and taehyung smiling,, his eyes went towards an envelope that was neatly placed near taehi's photo..

It has taehyung's initial's on it..

Jungkook opened the envelope it has a letter in it.. a letter from taehyung for his bun...

My love,, 

If you are reading this letter ,, you are in my room,, I am happy that you are here,, but why you are here...

 am i dead..??? 

Or 

am i in a serious condition..????

I hope it's the second one,, i don't want to die,, leaving my rini alone...

i want to say a lot of things but I don't have much time,, bun I love you,, I only love you,, the feelings I had for aeri were just attraction,,

when you went away i realised how incomplete I was,, but instead of accepting my feelings i kept denying them ,, and now my heart is not strong enough to deny my love..

I want you to be happy,,  with me or without me, it doesn't matter,, two hearts make a love story , mine will not be a part of our story soon ..

forgive me for the sin i committed,, I have a feeling that I won't be alive to ask your forgiveness again,, but if you can please forgive me.. take care of my family specially rini ,,

bun I found rini crying near our angel's grave on her  2nd death anniversary,, i thought heavens send our angel back in the form of rini,,

nobody knows about her parents,, but I know ,, her mom was a teenager her boyfriend cheated on her and dumped her,, she can't take care  of the baby so she left her at the graveyard,,

she doesn't know where rini is now ,, i legally adopted her,, now she is my daughter,, I wanted her to be our daughter,, but life has other plans.. 

remember one thing you are not responsible for anything,, it was me who is paying for the mistakes I made..

you are not to blame for anything..