Shadow Of Love (taekook)

20.

My love

If you are reading this letter ,, you are in my room,, I am happy that you are here,, but why you are here...

am i dead..???

Or

am i in a serious condition..????

I hope it's the second one,, i don't want to die,, leaving my rini alone...

i want to say a lot of things but I don't have much time,, bun I love you,, I only love you,, the feelings I had for aeri were just attraction,,

when you went away i realised how incomplete I was,, but instead of accepting my feelings i kept denying them ,, and now my heart is not strong enough to deny my love..

I want you to be happy,, with me or without me, it doesn't matter,, two hearts make a love story , mine will not be a part of our story soon .. forgive me for the sin i committed,,

I have a feeling that I won't be alive to ask your forgiveness again,, but if you can please @forgive me.. take care of my family specially rini ,, bun I found rini crying near our angel's grave on her 2nd death anniversary,,

i thought heavens send our angel back in the form of rini,, nobody knows about her parents,, but I know ,, her mom was a teenager her boyfriend cheated on her and dumped her,,

she can't take care of the baby so she left her at the graveyard,, she doesn't know where rini is now ,, i legally adopted her,, now she is my daughter,,

I wanted her to be our daughter,, but life has other plans.. remember one thing you are not responsible for anything,, it was me who is paying for the mistakes I made.. you are not to blame for anything..

even in next life I'm yours and if by any miracle you found yourself in a position to love,, please love me again.. please find me.. I will be waiting for you in my every life..

Kim taehyung only belongs to Jeon Jungkook.

If you can please take care of my rini..

I love you bun,, please forgive me..

KTH

(Taehyung's letter was word to word same as jungkook read earlier )

Jk: it can't be true ,,that was a nightmare,, no no no,, everything I saw in the nightmare is a lie.. this letter, it was the same as in his dream , no this can't be,, taehyung..

He got panicked he stood up and ran out of the mension,, he fastly drived to the hospital,, there he saw namjin couple were sitting along with mrs. Kim,,

he straight away ran to the ICU.. taehyung was sleeping in the same position that he left him,, he grabbed taehyung's hand and started crying ,,

he was alternating between leaving small pecks on taehyung's forehead and hand... he was frightened that his nightmare will come true and taehyung will leave him..

no he won't be able to tolerate the same pain again,, he will die this time.. he felt taehyung's fingers moving and his hold tightening around jungkook's hand,,

his face was contoured in pain and discomfort ,, everything was happening just like in Jungkook's dream ,,

jungkook hurriedly pressed the button and hold taehyung's hand tightly,, when dr. along with nurse came running,, he didn't let go of taehyung's hand,,