Oh my goodness. I hadn't realized how long it has been since I updated. And honestly, it was for a good reason. I have had so much go on in my life right now it is crazy chaotic, honestly. I lost a friend who I thought was going to be different but she turned out to be just like everyone else but I saw it coming and was able to prepare myself for it even though it really sucks. Since I was able to prepare myself for it, I didn't cry or get depressed; plus to be honest, it is the least of my worries right now. Most of my worries come from where the hell I am going to be living coming December. I really have no clue and I don't even really know what will happen to me at the end of this month let alone next month. So I have come on here not to say I am ending this story cause, gosh to do I love these characters and want to continue this story. However, I am under too much mental stress right now to properly give them the justice they need. And I really would like to end it properly.
Because at first I was just going to end it here but I want to actually tie in the furture sneak peak I gave a couple chapters back. So no, I am not going to be updating this story but I want to update a different story that I had worked on a while back that I haven't published on here yet. Or I may start doing short stories because I feel like maybe small steps to ease myself back into it will help a lot.
Life for me right now is like standing on a tight rope with 70 mph winds and a tornado on the horizon in sweltering weather. So, I am letting whoever still is looking forward to this story to know that I am unable to do it at this point. But I won't give up on this story, simply because I feel like Miles is me. I started this in a dark period of my life and Miles is almost out of it and I feel like when I know where I am headed and I am there then Miles will also reach that end too. I am truly sorry but this story will not be finished this year but I am hoping for next year.
I am unsure where to turn in turns of my own life so trying to make Miles into who I want him to be seems almost impossible right now. Either way, I want to keep writing because somewhere deep down, I don't want to lose my love for it and I want to keep it alive.
I pray you all are doing well and are doing a lot better in life than I am at this moment.
Peace, Love and Stuffies
MWAH <3
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Blue's Healing (HIATUS)
RomanceAn highschool senior doesnt realize that he sometimes regresses and ultimately tries to supress his urges since he thinks its just plan weird. so when he meets someone that treats him the way he wants to be treated, he cant help but fight against it...
