Mahi- A shattered soul

24. Teased Him Enough

Mahi's Pov:

I don't know what happened to him. He is behaving weirdly.
In car also he was sweating and now after calling my name he isn't
saying anything.

He went towards the window and draw the curtains, then he covered both of us with blanket and lay beside me.
Maybe he isn't feeling well.
I thought of asking him if he
is ok but before I can turn he hold me from behind.
I still didn't say anything.
I mean yeah, we do hug each other often so it's ok.

Then I feel him grinding himself on me.
My heart starts beating.
One day I will die for sure due to abnormal heart beat.
I called him and in response he moaned my name.
What!
Again I asked him what is he doing?
He don't know what he is doing to me! my cheeks are heated, my heart is beating wildly, my palms are sweating.

And in response he said to not to stop him.
He starts grinding, I can hear his breathe...
His hand is holding me tightly.
Due to the sensation I am feeling a moan escape my mouth.
My body is betraying me.
While he is groaning too.
I will not lie, my body is responding to his touches, I am responding to his touches.
My body starts feeling hot.
I am liking his touches.
I am going insane.
I want him to touch me more.

I don't know what happened to me at that moment, I grab his hand and place it on my left breast.
I think he will touch me but as he said he will not do anything more than grinding, he didn't do anything.
Due to pleasure and frustration my eyes are tearing up.
As this is the first time someone is doing such thing to me.
I pressed his hand on my breast with the help of my hand and again I moaned.
He tries to take his hand back.
No please, I don't want him to
take his hand back.
Am I nobody to him?
Can't I touch him like he is doing?

He confessed his feeling and lighten his heart but what about me? Can't he feel me?
Can't he see what I feel for him?
Sill I can't say that I love him then why my body is betraying me?
Why my heart and my mind are opposing each other?

Do I love him or not?
I have never ever imagine in my life that I will fall for someone who isn't Amaan.
I can't be able to figure out anything.
I don't know what I want!?
I realised what I did just now, I placed his hand on my.....
I don't know what I am doing.

And again Saif tried to take his hand back.
I turned towards him and he stopped.
My eyes are already teary.
Seeing my tears, he stop.

I get up and sat on the bed.
I can see he is scared.
Scared of what?
Maybe he is thinking that he forced me or something.
Oh God! No, absolutely no. You didn't force me idiot!
My tears aren't stopping but I can't let him feel guilty.
I hug him.
He starts apologizing.
"I should ask your consent first. I am so sorry"
"I will not do anything like this again"
"Please don't cry"
"I know it's my fault"
The things he kept on saying.

Can you let me speak atleast....

He is really thinking that he forced me.
"You didn't force me. It's your right" I said to him but what he said in return is just....

The thing he said after this, just this, just with this, right at this moment he won my heart.

When I said
"You didn't force me. It's your right"

But his response took my heart away.
"But I don't have any right to force you"

Why is he so good!?

I kept on holding him but I can feel he is hesitating to hold me back.
Why are you hesitating dude!?

"Hold me back idiot" I said to him.
And he held me back immediately.