This Love

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I asked for help once
I screamed, I cried, just to be ignored
I asked for help once, never again
I locked myself away, I decided I never wanted to feel like this again
I never wanted this feeling;
Helpless

I shed the skin of who I was, just to leave an empty shell of who I used to be
I threw who I was out the window, so I would never feel like this again;
Helpless

I became something I could never be, something better than who I used to be
I became something better
Something cold and heartless
Something that wouldn't let me feel like this;
Helpless

I'm beginning to regret that decision
I'm beginning to regret becoming like this
I'm scared to feel again but, I'm scared of being helpless

But, this love you have given has made me feel
Made me vulnerable
This love is giving me tingles
It's breaking me
Breaking my walls

Don't stop
I want to feel again, I want to show you that
I can love...
I can love you
Don't stop giving me this love of yours
Don't stop giving me your love

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