I Read Your Poems

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I read your poems last night and I don't know what to feel
How to feel

My whole body's shaking
My heart is breaking
I feel sick

I woke up crying but, that's how I usually wake up nowadays

I want to scream all the answers to your questions
But, there's no point

I just want to know which is true
What you said in your poems or what you said to me?
But, you won't give me that, will you?
Maybe I'm just overthinking again

My whole body is shaking
My heart just can't take it

It's an overload of emotions that I can't describe
It makes me jealous that you can so easily put your thoughts into words
I have tried and I have failed too many times
Every time the poem has come too short
It wasn't enough to display everything I feel
And everything I have ever felt about you

I woke up dying today

I'm confusing myself
I'm questioning myself again
All because I foolishly decided to read your poems yesterday
And I don't know what is real anymore
I don't know how to feel
What to feel

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