i'm sorry i haven't been myself lately. for being so distant with you. i've been thinking about a lot of things that have happened in my time. in our time. shit that's never left my head. people who've hurt me.
i started doing things to myself again. you know, physically.
i think i need help. that's the first time i've ever admitted it. i need some kind of help. i don't know what to do. i don't have anything anymore. i'm so lonely.
i have no one to talk to honestly.
all i have are my journals and my art. i feel empty. i'm losing you. it hurts. everything hurts.
i'm ruining everything. i'm so sorry
YOU ARE READING
Pained
PoetryBook #3 in the Drained series Love with a darkness within. (Rants included, along with my old collections from journals I've written in the past)
