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⁺⭒°⸼ ⸢ Ive observed that I have this ability to feed on negativity and frustration. It's like a sugar high for me!! Specifically, negativity that doesn't involve me - I'm around kids a lot from being outside and going to the park, and I get the most energy from watching kids throw fits about stuff like wanting a toy at the mall or not wanting to go home from the park, but i also get a lot from snotty customers being mad or inconvenienced about store policies and getting mad about minor things. I get a little bit from YouTube drama, art community drama and small furry community spats. ⸥⭒⸼⁺⭑
⁺⭒°⸼ ⸢ But if you'll notice, all of these are minor, harmless upsets. Basically just foul moods. I don't get any energy from things that upset me, like seeing people in actual harm or distress. When I do find some source of energy, it recharges my personal battery, brightens my mood and generally fills me with happiness and energy that seems to visibly spread to others around me. I believe that's what this ability is meant for - turning negativity into positivity. But it makes me super hyper and energetic, so I end up with excess energy as a result. ⸥⭒⸼⁺⭑
⁺⭒°⸼ ⸢ I intend to use this to further my shifting progress now that I have a better understanding of it. I might not be getting much for a while, but because I have my bandana to reign in my intent, when I do find negativity to feed on, I can focus it on feeding my wolf side! ⸥⭒⸼⁺⭑
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⚝ Faolan's Shifter Journal ⚝ (OLD! SEE LAST CHAPTER)
Non-FictionThis is my journal where I document my experiences as a wolf mythical of questionable identity ⚝ this is nonfiction, if you don't believe then this isn't for you ⚝
