⚝ Faolan's Shifter Journal ⚝ (OLD! SEE LAST CHAPTER)

.: 11/8/22 :.

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⁺⭒°⸼ ⸢ I've been doing some thinking. I AM pink. I don't know why I thought I wasn't. My fur doesn't always sparkle, though... there might be some special events that make it sparkle, or some condition i can be in to do it.

I don't have fairy wings. I was right the first time, they're bat wings. I think i might have gained access to some power that gave them to me, and i think that might also be the source of my ability to feed on negativity. (i got a tasty snack today - a little kid decided to start screaming on the bus because she didn't want to wear her gloves! it's been a while since I got such pure negativity in person. I feel a little starved.)

I'm using some subs to get my old life back. not specifically, i still want to keep all the friends i have in this life, but I'm bringing back some of the things i had and did. It's working! I have a hoodie almost exactly the one i used to have.

It's getting colder. It's so cold right now, and since I've been getting closer to my real self, i can handle the cold so much better! I used to hate the cold, but now It doesn't bother me anymore. I went out in just my hoodie and a hat and some fingerless gloves to keep me warm, and I didn't shiver at all! i'm excited for more snow, it always makes me feel so much more like myself. I was really stressed last night so i went out and sat on my porch in my new hoodie until my toes went numb... It felt really nice, i think i'll do that more. I should be able to withstand the cold easily.

I'm gonna try to update more! It's been way too long! i wish it were easier to update this on my computer, but my pretty text stuff is hard to copy paste when i keep forgetting to open another chapter in a tab first. I wish we had templates or something...⸥⭒⸼⁺⭑

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