Room 603

Chapter sixteen

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Here is chapter 16 my lovely readers.

He is back

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I toss and turn in bed. I told myself I wouldn't do this. I told myself that I wouldn't put myself down. Seeing him yesterday totally ruined this all. Ruined my chance of having a good life. He has always been rude to me since I left him.

"You okay" a voice interrupts my thoughts.

I look over. Bailey sits in the beanbag with a concern look on his face. I shake my head. "I'm fine" he tell him.

"Not what those tears are saying" he says.

I sit up firmly and clean them off. I was so focused on the fact that he is back that I didn't realize that I was crying. "Wanna talk about him" he ask me?

I tilt my head confused on how he found out. "Arin told me" he says.

Dang him.

"No. Not now" I mumble laying down.

"When" he ask with concern in his voice.

"I don't know Bailey" I say not wanting to talk.

"Do you not trust me" he ask Me?

"Bailey not now please" I say.

"I told you about my parents. How could you not even try to trust me with something as stupid as your relationship with Clayton" he spits at me.

That's when it hit me. Hit me like a bullet. I sit up with my jaw clenched and my fist in a ball. "How could you even say that? You don't know me. You know nothing about me. You think my life is just peachy. But actually I am a small frightening little girl that's scared of life. A girl that can't stand being near Clayton because once I found him cheating on me with my mom. I walked away and he came and hit me. He tried to apologize but I wouldn't forgive him so he would hit me more. I had to wait a month. A full freaking month of him abusing me, just so I could break up with him. Because I wouldn't do anything. I was scared that they wouldn't believe me. And think I'm pathetic. Because I am. My grandpa had to help me once I moved out. Then I spent 4 months in therapy. Being told I was messed up. Every since that started. And now he is back." I feel the tears sting.

"Rilen you don't have to" Bailey says.

I shake my head and cut him off. "-I'm scared. I have nightmares. And I can't even eat because I'm so scared. I can't hold myself together. I can't focus in class. And it doesn't help that every day when I take my pants off. I still have the scars that he left." I stand up and pull my shorts off my hips.

He gasps. "Because scars never go away. Just like the pain. The memories. The nightmares. Always being told your crazy. Never go away." I let the last tear roll down my face.

He wraps his arms around me. "I'm sorry" he says holding me tight not letting me go.

I let out a few sobs before silently crying myself to sleep.

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Abuse is not the best thing to go through. It is not a funny matter. People obviously get hurt and maybe lose their mind. If you know a child that is getting abused call, 1-800-422-4453, open 24/7
If an adult is getting abused call, 800-392-0210, opening at 7am going into 12am

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