When I see where Paul's truck is parked, I see him already there pacing on the passenger side. I was feeling more and more nervous. I didn't know how this was going to go. When he notices me, he doesn't say anything but opens the door for me. I didn't hesitate to get in. Once he started driving, neither of us say anything but I would catch him looking at me in the corner of his eye. This is the closest I've been to him in a very painful week and I just wanted to touch him, kiss him, tell him that I love him and for him to say it back. But then again, I want to beat the crap out of him for everything.
Once we finally stop I notice where we are going...our spot.
He opens up my door and surprisingly takes my hand leading the way. Chills were all over my body at his is still very hot touch.
As we walk through the clearing to the cliff, all our memories here come to me and my emotions start to take over. I want to say something to him but when I look at him his lips crash into mine.
I immediately wrap my arms around his neck and return the kiss.
When we finally pull apart a few tears escape but are wiped away by Paul.
"Please don't cry," He says to me softly and reality sets in and all the pain I went through comes crashing back on me and I pull away.
"How can I not cry Paul? Do you know all the hell you have put me through this week?" I yell at him and he nods. "You broke my heart...You broke my fucking heart Paul! I tried and I tried to get you to explain to me why you were doing this to me, to see what I did wrong, or what had you do what ever it is the hell you do with Sam and Jared but you gave me the cold shoulder and broke me. Putting that scrapbook on my doorstep was your proof that you no longer loved me!" I was hysterical but I wasn't just going to welcome him right back into my heart without answers.
"And after I try one last thing to try to get you back, it gets your attention. Why?"
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My Spirit Warrior ~ Paul Lahote
Fanfiction"What is making you act this way towards me? Is it Sam?" He doesn't meet my eyes. "Just drop it Gemma, there is no future with me. We can't do this anymore." My heart sinks at those words. "Look me in the eyes and say that!" I demand. He continues t...