Katniss POV
What if??
What if this is real? What if this is actually real, this moment in which Peeta Mellark did not attempt to kill me? What if this can last? What if this moment could store itself in my mind and last forever... What if I could just freeze the moment I just spent with him and live it
Forever
What if? What if? What if......
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After one hour of continous crying Sophie has finally given in and fallen to sleep. She has been very unsettled the last few days starting when I left for a few hours that day with Peeta..... I slowly tip toe out of the room and close the door behind me. I go downstairs and collapse on the couch in exhaustion. I gaze outside at the blanket of snow that goes on for miles. Christmas is approaching quickly though I don't have any plans for it. Usually our traditions were to have a feast or what we would call a feast. The meal wasn't muh compared to the variety of food I'm intitled to now but it was a treat for us. Presents were exchanged to people sometimes but usually only capitol citizens could afford to do that and to truly celebrate christmas. Suddenly I am awakened from my daydream and hear the phone ringing down the hall. It immediately takes me by surprise considering no one in district 12 but........No it couldn't..... It won't
"Hi Katniss"
And it is. Peeta. I struggle to find words
"Um....Hi?"
"I was wondering if you wanted to come over tonight?...for dinner?"
I want to say no. I should say no. But I can't. It's Peeta. So I force out the words
"Sure"
It's as if I can sense him brighten up on the other line. He replies
"Great. See you around 6"
I say in a rush
"I'll be there! Bye!"
And before I hear him respond with a farwell I slam the phone down. I spend the next hour asking myself what am I doing with my life? What am I waiting for? Whats holding me back? And my biggest question is
What is between me and Peeta?
Is this the whole friendship idea again or is it more than that? Could it become more than that? If it wasn't for Sophie being in the house I would have screamed at the top of my lungs by now in frustration. I feel like I'm being swallowed up by problems. I'm falling deep into a huge problem and unfortunately
There's no stopping me.
(Sorry this chapter is short but short chapters mean more updates! I'll try update tomorrow bye!) roblems.
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What if?- A Mockingjay Story
Fiksi Penggemar*HUGE DISCLAIMER* I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS 12YRS OLD, SO EXCUSE GRAMMAR AND CRINGINESS What if.....? Katniss has finally returned to District 12 both haunted and shattered by the past knowing the peace gained does not supply her with security and ha...
