16. Never again

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Is life even possible anymore?
Or is the world doomed to confusion and war?
I can harderly stand here with my eyes closed,
If life is a test, than i guess we all lose.

I promised myself this time,
I wouldnt let it happen,
Wouldnt ever do it again.

But the darkness keeps on coming.
I think im sick of running;
I'm telling you "who cares if its a friend?".

I'm sorry I couldnt do it,
Sorry im not through with it,
But im not scared.

My promise has been broken,
Keep me as a token,
My body's useless now anyway.

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I originally wrote this as a song, I couldn't be bothered to write the music to it, and now here it is. I based it on the fact that I promised my brother I'd never hurt myself, or try to kill myself again. It's a very hard promise to keep, and truthfully I haven't been able to keep to it as well as I'd hoped. Everything just seems so chaotic. I hate life.

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